frstbns
i’m fine — i am, kaz. it was just a twinge .. i want to come with you.
naturaudire
xianges
* the first happened during a nightmare the puppet gasped awake from, clinging to the arm of the human he finds himself oddly attached to due to a strange feeling. proceeding to ask if they were alright, the question is brushed off as quickly as it came about. furthermore, the next happened in the real world. the samurai had kindly offered up a dendrobium to the puppet, in exchange for the chance to see them crack at least a little smile. painfully beautiful are the swordsman’s features, oh so similar to that of another he knew long ago. a familiar feeling builds from the dust left behind in its past burn, awakening indigo to see the same face. the one he felt an extreme heartache after leaving. dread flows, battling out with the butterflies in his stomach. if they had a heart, it would be aching and bleeding. *
xianges
@naturaudire * why does he feel pain ? nothing’s torn his skin. nothing’s stabbed a whole through an empty chest. he has no heart— so why does their body ache ? the similarities between kazuha and ..niwa aren’t few. the streak, the smile, the way he moves, the featherlight sound of his footsteps and the way his voice is soft and mellow. even now, the puppet is still in possession of the gifts they had been granted at such a period of time: a gorgeously hand - painted fan that held the familiar aralia woodland scent to it, and a heart - shaped stone carved by none other than niwa himself. the purplette’s fingers reach, hesitant to take the flower into his hold at first, but then giving in and taking it. turning away slightly. * .. thanks.
naturaudire
@anemaine ▎* and perhaps the offering of the dendrobium, a ploy to witness a smile, is really a scheme to convince his own mind of the difference between the person in front of him and the person he sees when he closes his eyes. the smile, despite the prevalent want to see it regardless, would aid in separating this violet—haired man from the picture of the shogun that plagues his memory. surely, if he coaxed out a grin, it would highlight to him how their similarities are few and thin, how they’re barely a significant feature at all. he wants it to do so. the expression that the other wears is hard to read, truth hidden behind an intricately woven veil usually, though this time kazuha finds himself lost in the emotion across the other’s face. there’s too much of it to identify anything at all. * a gift. for you.
xianges
forget ..you ever saw anything. just forget it.
naturaudire
@anemaine ▎i’m afraid i’m not able to delete things from my memory at will, but.. my lips are sealed. i saw nothing.
RASHOUMOM
you’re acquainted with captain beidou? how?
naturaudire
@ALATUSAURUM ▎the captain? ah, it is a long story. i will give you the short version, however; i am merely a temporary addition to her crew.
naturaudire
⠀ (THE WIND
⠀ HAS CEASED)
⠀ ▂▂▂▂▂▂
frstbns
mn .. mhm, i’m alright - kazuchan. don’t worry about me, okay ? i can still hold my blade ..see ?
naturaudire
@musouno ▎i know. i know, i just.. do not wish for you to feel inferior to me in any way. you are, in fact, a stronger man than i ever will be, tomo. remember that, alright?
frstbns
@naturaudire i’m not going to be angry ..at all. you’re willing to let me have my desire, so that’s all i can ask of you, kazuchan.
naturaudire
@musouno ▎i.. (..) fine. but you must not be angry at me if i do not fight at my full capability. it’ll be the only thing to ease my mind. * his face is curved into a frown, brows creased with evident concern and his throat full with a lump of anxieties. *
naturaudire
/ CLEANED MB :)
beauinde
/ plz marry me/p
kingshp
dazai-san said we have to work together! stop acting like this.
inftuadeath
oh , it's just you here . nevermind .