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I've been ignoring it far too long. Because I knew that it was stupid. Because I refused to believe so. Because I just simply didn't want to.
So, I didn't exactly know when I started to accept that everything was my fault. That every fucking misfortune happening was because of stupid little me.
And I don't even know if this was a good thing or not. What I only knew was just I, for once, wanted to break away.