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ALSO HOLY FCUK YES NAT ARE THEY NOT THE GREATEST EVER haha i forgot what a binch jack was in the first season BUT YES IT IS SUCH A GOOD WEBTOON OH AND I GOT CAUGHT UP WITH HOLY ALICE AND I JUST HAVE TO SAY I AM NOT OKAY who else was a player in the game and tf happens with all my babies???? ;w;

I'M SCREAMING NAT A MESSAGE FROM THE QUEEN rainbows have sprouted everywhere, my pores have been cleansed, diseases everywhere have been cured, and puppies and kittens are raining from the sky?!?!? jk, but you always brighten my day because you're the most wonderful person on the face of the earth and I honestly hope you're having a lovely summer <333 YOU DESERVE IT HOLY SHIT YOU OVERACHIEVER
          
          haha i'm actually crying just imagining us racing around everywhere in like mopeds or something as old ladies ALSO I'M SURE YOU DID FINE like i have no idea what the progressive era is so you're ahead of me on that one???? rip
          
          AND THAT IS UNACCEPTABLE NAT YOU DESERVE THE BEST DAY EVERYDAY and omg we have to make sure you have the superbest bday next year because it's the big ONE EIghT //weeps because they grow up so fast NO BUT SRSLY NAT ILY AND I HOPE EVERY DAY IS A GOOD DAY
          
          and okay okay i'm sending a text right now and also a line but just fyi i had to get a new phone, so i don't have any of our past conversations T^T

NAT YOU SQUARE jk but dood you probably killed it at apush YOU JUST GOTTA BELIEVE (and also look at the memes afterwards to see how relatable everyone else is)
          
          BUT SRSLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR ELIZA I CANNOT BELIEVE WE ARE FINALLY THE SAME AGE AGAIN THEY GROW UP SO FAST //cries I'M SENDING YOU ALL THE WATERMELONS AND DUCK TROPHIES and honestly these damn paper towel snowmen that look like fob that i've had sitting around forever bc YOU DESERVE THE BEST IN THE WORLD TODAY AND ALWAYS <333
          
          i'm doing better, but nat i'm legitimately always going to stand by you (seriously i'm like gum on your shoe that you can't get rid of, sorry) so your wellbeing is honestly above mine (!!!!) and i really hope the best for you//
          
          YOU'RE NOT ESCAPING ME THAT EASILY i'm not dying until we've met and become old ladies together i swear i'll crawl my way out of the grave if i have to
          
          but ye i hope you're having a fabulous birthday and that you get the best bc you deserve it so much tbh????

NAT I REALLY HOPE YOU'RE DOING WELL and also good luck on your apush exam!!!!

NAT GOMEN I AM SUCH A SHIT FRIEND i'm truly sorry my mind hasn't really been in the best of places recently and I've been avoiding all social media so I really really do apologize for leaving you without a response for so long\
          
          but I just wanted to say HAPPY EASTER TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE YOU LITERALLY DESERVE THE BEST (AKA A MUCH BETTER FRIEND THAN ME) AND I honestly hope you know that you are one of my favorite people in the world and that it may seem rough now, but the beauty of survival is looking back and seeing what you've conquered (to be poetic, what is steel unless it has been forged) and also whenever you feel like you're at the bottom, just remember you have nowhere to go but up SO NAT YOU CAN DO IT I BELIEVE IN YOU <333
          
          also, I probably won't be checking wattpad as much bc of personal things so I will try texting you and if that doesn't work there's always line!!!

OKAY FUN FACT i actually still have like 3 more colleges to apply to bc i procrastinated BUT i wanted to let you know i got deferred from princeton!!! (cries) which is like okay considering most people who apply ea get deferred BUT JUST LETTING YOU KNOW BC IT'S LIKE THE CLOSEST SCHOOL TO YOU THAT I APPLIED but omg everything else is in state, except for johns hopkins and umass :> 
          
          AND THE FOUNTAINHEAD ISN'T ACTUALLY THAT BAD it's just long af and mildly dicken-like in terms of wordiness but like the ideas are interesting to write an essay on BUT SAME READING QUIZZES ARE THE DEATH OF MY GPA i got a 70 on one of the tests, but i'm pretty sure that was after the curve //whoops "BULLSHIT WRITING" MY ASS NAT YOU WRITE BEAUTIFULLY OFC YOUR TEACHERS WOULD LIKE IT
          
          and i'm crying i feel so bad that i'm responding so late senioritis has been a bitch BUT YES GIVE ME YOUR NUMBER IF YOU WANT or i can give you mine again (or i can also try to use line again?? that would work too)
          
          omg nono my profession is a legit couch potato AND OFC NOW I JUST GOTTA FIGURE OUT HOW TO GET IT TO YOU but psshhh WE WILL MEET BEFORE I DIE I SWEAR

WHAT IN SAM HECK WHY ARE YOU TAKING AP CHEM but also filipinos represent wop wop AND ME AF HOLY SHIT like sorry i am a lesser being but tagalog is so hard to pick up if you don't learn if fROM BIRTH AND THIS IS V TRUE like the speed limit is 25 words a minute thank you very much
          
          AND DUDE AP LANG IS SO MUCH WORSE THAN AP LIT //SOBS like nonfiction for some reason is always less interesting and then having to write an essay on it is like PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY AND NAT YOU ARE ACTUALLY ME except there were like 6 people in my class last year and now there's like 15 so i don't actually have to talk this year B)
          
          you're reading the fountainhead????? omg i read that 2 years ago but only bc my eng teacher thought ayn rand was the greatest thing since sliced bread (she also highkey had a crush on howard roark) AND GANBATTE FRIEND SENPAI IS HERE IF YOU EVER NEED HELP 
          
          AND NONONO THAT'S SO UNFAIR YOU NEED THE RELAXATION TIME AND TRUE WEEKENDS DON'T COUNT ugh bless the fact that 2016 is over with //

OUI OUI MON AMI NAT THE LITERAL LIGHT OF MY LIFE HOW I'VE MISSED YOU SO //weeps
          
          BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! honestly i couldn't even stay up to midnight last night whoops #weak AND THANK YOU FAM like it kind of has but all the work i've been putting off has hit me like a ton of bricks THO I ALSO WISH YOU THE GREATEST OF YEARS THIS YEAR MAY 2017 BE A YEAR OF HAPPINESS FOR YOUUUU <33 but omg when's your first day back?? ours is this tuesday and it feels like break was so short this year ;A;

NAT MY LOVE I'M OKAY I AM ALMOST DONE WITH COLLEGE APPLICATIONS (ps i turned in princeton and frick i am never getting in) BUT THE REAL QUESTION IS HOW ARE YOU ALSO HAPPY THANKSGIVING I AM 100000% THANKFUL YOU ARE IN MY LIFE 
          
          AND ARE YOU KIDDING ME an 85 is alright especially for ap lang like ESPECIALLY FOR AP LANG SHIT i have the same thing and we're both taking ap lang?? HELP HAVE YOU READ DEAD MAN WALKING BUT ALSO I THINK that for any ap english if you do good on essays then your overall grade should be fine and also don't worry second quarter is usually easier!! AND WTF I DO NOT PROMOTE THIS TRUANCY jk i haven't skipped yet, but that's also bc i'm procrastinating so much on applications rn //sweats
          
          MY MOM DIDN'T EVEN BUY CANDY BC THE KIDS IN OUR NEIGHBORHOOD ARE GREEDY LIL BASTARDS but see she did buy it the day after when it all went on sale AND WHAT //farmer refuted playng in the background A MESSAGE FROM THE QUEEN! A MESSAGE FROM THE QUEEN! (slaughter me I am so obnoxious gomen) NO I DID NOT GET YOUR TEXT BUT YES COME TO ME MY NAT SUPPORT CENTER IS OPEN 24/7
          
          I'M SORRY I WAS VISITING FAMILY MOST OF THE SUMMER which is weird bc we usually just stay home for the summer AND SAME NAT THE WITHDRAWAL IS #REAL OH BUT I ALSO HAVE A KEYCHAIN FOR YOU FROM THE PHILIPPINES and omg same any pictures i take are all of nature because who needs people
          
          NAT WHAT THE HECK THAT'S LIKE THE BEST COMBINATION YOU'RE BASICALLY A NATURAL PRODIGY and me af like i must sound so primitive to fluent speakers AND DON'T REGRET IT SPANISH SUCKS like i don't mean that bc it's fcking gorgeous and all but why are there so many past tenses idek AND FRENCH IS LITERALLY THE MOST BEAUTIFUL LANGUAGE EVER HOLY SHIT (omg what do you guys do in aplang??)

OK FRICK HELLO GODDESS INCARNATE it me AND I AM SO SO SORRY SENIOR YEAR HAS BEEN SHIT like whoever said it was the easy year was 1000% lying BUT I'VE BEEN MISSING YOU AND HOPE YOU'RE DOING OKAY 
          
          and omg we're really not that rich lol my mom is such a Cheapskate™ AND OHMYGOD THAT'S ME LIKE MY DAD ALSO LIVES IN CALI and my mom is literally like if he wants to come he can buy his own ticket
          
          AND IK MY HEART IS IN FUCKING PIECES LIKE I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S ALREADY BEEN ALMOST 4 MONTHS //cries AND OH YES HOW WAS HAMILTON YOU BETTER HAVE TAKEN A MILLION PICTURES YOU LUCKY BUTT ALSO YES LMM DESTROYED THE EIGHTH WONDER OF THE WORLD like rest in fucking pieces to the manbun and pigtails
          
          a horizon project is basically an optional senior thesis lol AND NAT WHAT THE HECK YOU OVERACHIEVING ASIAN CHILD and same like my mom has picked up trying to teach me tagalog again, but all i really know are commands? oh and also the fact that you can be rude af and just use "po" to make it polite AND FRENCH IS SUCH A GORGEOUS LANGUAGE but i feel like it would be easy to learn if you know like spanish or english bc all three have latin roots
          
          AND OKAY I JUST CAME TO WISH YOU A HAPPY HALLOWEEN AND JUST TAKE CARE MY SMOL QUEEN <3333