zee

hi zee, happy late new year! hope this year treat you better than last year <3 hope everything is okay, im still waiting for you book updates! <33

Kk ayo update lagi

brain officially fried

ngl i’m lowkey torn… do we stick with auburn hair rosemary (classic) or go wild with dad’s vibe? plus, y’all cool if i keep the name rosemary, or should we yeet it and pick smth fresh?
          
          ok and also curious… kalian pake pref artis/tokoh siapa buat ngebayangin rosemary dan aaron? gimme ur headcanon, i love seeing diff takes.

guys, ini udah masuk arc ‘author overthinking’… ok real talk, kalian bosen ga sih denger aku ngomong rework mulu? kalau aku reset ceritanya, would u be cool with that? would u guys still ride with me? or do u prefer aku lanjut yang ada sekarang aja? let me know before i spiral further.

guys… literally i’m stressing rn. hidup akhir-akhir ini draining parah, rasanya energi bener-bener kesedot. real life stuff all over the place, and i barely have time to breathe apalagi update. makanya aku sempet kepikiran buat takedown cerita ini.
          
          but then i was like… hell no. i can’t ditch red string, and especially can’t ditch u guys yang masih stay and wait patiently. u guys are the only reason this story masih alive. so yeah, big thanks, seriously.
          
          so quick update: red string masuk big rework lagi.  i know i said last time was “the final one” but guess what… nope. kalo aku maksain konsep lama, it’s gonna be too long and messy. so imma cut it down. fokus ke rosemary x aaron. rapiin beberapa chapter, ada yang bakal aku delete biar lebih efisien, ada juga yang aku keep dan upgrade. dan mungkin bakal muncul plot twist baru, so let’s see.
          
          aku juga pengen denger pendapat kalian—lebih pengen liat vibes kayak gimana? mau lebih banyak angst, fluff, atau jealous aaron moments? drop aja di komen ya, biar aku bisa lihat kalian lebih hype ke arah mana.
          
          so yeah, that’s the update for now. still stressed, still trying, but i promise i’ll keep this alive. love you guys, always.
          

oh ya guys! update soal nasib red string bakal gue drop nanti. entah continue, berhenti, hiatus, atau plot twist apa pun—stay tuned aja.

hai everyone, gue mau sedikit cerita di sini. tiap buka sosmed rasanya capek banget, karena yang muncul selalu kabar tentang kondisi negara kita yang makin lama makin turun, like literally tiap bulan ada aja masalah baru. kadang gue mikir, ini negara tuh lagi speedrun ke bad ending apa gimana.
          
          insiden terakhir honestly bener bener bikin hati hancur. rakyat sipil—yang seharusnya dilindungi—malah kehilangan nyawa. ratusan demonstran ditangkep. dan yang paling bikin gue kecewa: mereka yang duduk di atas sana? diem aja. silent mode on. abai. seakan penderitaan rakyat itu cuma noise yang bisa di mute kapan aja.
          
          “indonesia emas”? SORRY BUT THAT SOUNDS LIKE A JOKE NOW. the government really screw up, no cap. hati nurani mereka kemana? like, rakyat cuma pengen didengerin—IT’S NOT THAT DEEP. tapi ya, di negeri +62 ini, logika kadang jadi barang langka.
          
          and ngga bohong, this whole mess makin numpuk sama life stress gue sendiri. real life lately udah draining af, terus tiap buka news liat negara literally on fire?? like bruh, kepala gue mau meledak.
          
          oh and pls guys, tetap damai. don’t get baited sama ulah oknum yang emang pengen bikin chaos. jangan sampe kejadian jadi rakyat vs rakyat—like, that’s exactly what they want. kita semua on the same team here, sama sama pengen yang terbaik for this country. we love indonesia, we just hate the ones in power who keep acting blind and deaf.
          
          terakhir, jujur aja gue capek. like mentally exhausted. tapi deep down gue masih pengen percaya, someday semua kekacauan ini ada titik akhirnya. maybe it’s naive, maybe it’s just me clinging to hope. tapi selama masih ada yang bersuara, selama masih ada yang peduli—gue bakal tetep coba percaya kalau perubahan itu possible.
          
          stay safe y’all. jangan pernah lelah bersuara. kalau kita diem, mereka makin gampang acting seolah semuanya baik baik aja.
          

haloo kaa, i hope you're doing okay ya... soalnya kaka udh jarang up lagii, aku jadi khawatir kamu kenapa-napa (⁠╯⁠︵⁠╰⁠,⁠)

Kk, ayo update lagi