hey, so idk if you still use wattpad but this is the only way i can reach out to you. my phones been taken and I cant even email you bc my parents are monitering everything. they also banned me from talking to anyone from micds. and that includes you. but i just feel like we never got a chance to talk after whatever happened and everything just went by so fast. i barely had time to even process the situation before you ended everything, and yeah, i blocked you. but now i cant UNblock you cuz i physically dont have my phone. but i'll just get to the point, bc i really want to understand. i dont want drama or rumors or lies, i just want your words. what you told ppl, about me touching u under your shirt and all, is that true? cuz if that is, i do want to apologize but i also want you to know id never do that intentionally to you. i understand how my actions might've been misinterpreted, but I never meant to cross any boundaries or for you to feel uncomfortable. i didnt know i did that, and im so sorry that happened. I never wanted to hurt you and ive always wanted you to be happy. i'm sorry i blew up at you over text, i was just super overwhelmed and lwk heartbroken cuz well everything just ended. i wish you told me abt your discomfort earlier if you had to get it off your chest instead of to other ppl, and especially when I'm not there. also the last time you slept over was in october. if i really did touch you like that at the time, why was it only now that you told ppl? i’ve been trying to understand how this all fits together, and im confused abt why this came up now after so much time. I just want to understand what happened. ive spent a lot of time to think and reflect and all that but now i just need an answer from you. I rlly dont want this to end, and I care about you so much. I just need to know whats going on in ur head. so please, just tell me. dont leave me hanging this time, or i'll have to drive to your house in my lambo and jumpscare you. i miss you.
