nb_hester

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hey yall i am BACK and i am still cringe but im cooler now
          	
          	i wont actually be doing anything i just came here to catch up on some things i never finished reading
          	
          	god i was fucked! anyway hi :3

nb_hester

this message may be offensive
hey yall i am BACK and i am still cringe but im cooler now
          
          i wont actually be doing anything i just came here to catch up on some things i never finished reading
          
          god i was fucked! anyway hi :3

nb_hester

It is currently 10 pm as I am writing this.
          
          It will be 2 hours.
          
          2 hours until January 3, the time I make my move to ao3.
          
          I just want all of you whom I have interacted with in a very positive way to know that you all are amazing, and I love you. I don’t know who I would be without Wattpad, really. It started from “haha reading fanfics at 12 am lol” to finding out the person that I truly am.
          
          I can’t describe how wonderful this experience was; to meet new people without me stuttering way too much, to read wonderful fanfictions, to be able to feel so much with some damn pixels turning on and off. It was all just— truly wonderful.
          
          I am sorry to see that the website I loved so dearly before lose the spark that had me hanging on. The people were leaving, many of the good stories becoming dense due to my growing standards, many of the new stories being duller than sitting in a room all day, doing nothing, the good stories becoming rarer by the second. Wattpad is wonderful, yes— but not so much anymore to keep my interest. That interest has moved onto ao3, however. The abundance of good stories, the complicated system to keep me wanting to know more, the exploration of things more suitable to my taste, and I’ll mention the absolute abundance of good stories, so I may learn from them and make my own more wonderful and intricate than my stories ever were before! I’m happy for my chance to get in.

nb_hester

thank you ! happy new year too, paddles :)
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padles

@nb_hester i sympathise with you completely, really hope you enjoy yourself on a03!
            happy new year! <3333
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nb_hester

yay ! i’m glad that you remember me :)
            don’t worry completely about never seeing me again- i’ll be checking in once in a while, like- maybe once in a free day if i don’t forget lmao
            and yes, i was sapphire ! very much so :)
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nb_hester

hi everyone who reads these, if you even exist :,D
          
          i just wanna say that i’ll be moving from wattpad to ao3 at 2022. that’s when my invite will be received.
          
          i’ll still be here from time to time reading, but i’ll mostly be spending my time in ao3.
          
          wattpad has been an adventure; talked with a bunch of people, realized the person i truly was, found out a bunch of stuff, and a lot more. this place has taught me many things, both good and bad. wattpad will always hold a special place in my heart.
          
          the thing is, i came here to read actual decent pieces of writing (ahem- fanfics), and lately, i can’t seem to find much here, just small scraps and the very rare author who has found a special place in my heart.
          
          but ao3 has a lot more of what i came to wattpad for; actual decent pieces of writing. i don’t want to surround myself with bad writing thinking that this is the modern shakespeare.
          
          most of the people that i talked to here are either not as close to me or just plain inactive.
          
          i truly love this place with all my heart and i’ll never forget it, but i want to be somewhere with actual decent pieces of writing, so i can learn how to write myself. wattpad, it has been wonderful to experience this, but it’s time for me to go. stay safe and be who you are!

nb_hester

when you wanna take a break from thinking and just read whatever fics you want but the only thing good in that category is just one fic that doesn’t even get updated that often, and the rest is stupid high school aus and you just wanna cry