wow. i having logged into here in years.
i know that probably no one is going to read
this. i mean what friends do i have here
anyways?? the only two people that i considered
my friends dropped off the face of the earth
y e a r s ago. i miss them. a lot. but moving
on, i'm not writing this for the people who might
read this, i'm writing this for myself. i made
this account in 2016. i was thirteen at the
time. i made this account to rp my favorite
character, riley matthews. i instantly met two
people who would eventually be the two main
people i talked to for over a year. i loved them.
they made my world way less lonely. and
everything was happy, everything was perfect
but nothing good last forever. i should've
known that but i was naive. i wanted to believe
that i would stay in that happy bliss forever.
they slowly stopped coming on. they would
come on and talk to me every once in awhile.
and eventually it stopped all together. when
they stopped coming on is when my happiness
on this account stopped. they were the first
internet friends that i had that left me with no
warning. and it hurt. it hurt a lot. it still does
if i'm being honest. it hurts less now but i still
can't stand being here on this account. so i'm
not coming back. this is the last time i will
ever be here on this account. i hope that they
are okay. i honestly hope that whatever was
going on is better now. i will never stop
wondering if they are okay or not.
anyways this is goodbye. have a good life.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀― riley / isabella ♡
