nctzen_multistan_1

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays everyone. 
          
          I know I haven't been writing lately and its been a couple years since I've started but I honestly don't know what I am doing and everything is just all over the place these past couple years and mentally I've been struggling with everything. Especially with holidays every year. (My mom and her siblings lost a sister 13 years ago. And it gets really hard cause me and my sister were close with her.)
          
          Anyways, enjoy the rest of the year!

i usually have so much writing done by now, but would be in a long editing process and i realized, i haven't really had the time to write anything or simply do anything. everything is completely stressing me out right now. trying to keep my grade above a failing grade in government. but all i got right now is an apology for not updating in a long time. i am completely sorry.

i don’t have any english, math or science classes i need to take in order to graduate. but social studies… and i am not a huge fan of social studies classes. but oh well, i need to learn about Alaska History and Government. 

thank you for adding ‘let me in’ to your reading list!! i appreciate it :)

Hello!  I saw that you like mafia and romance books?  Cuz I wrote just the one for you!  It doesn't really get spicy for a bit, but then it turns into basically a romance.  Like the title says, it is a lee taeyong x oc in which NCT is a mafia organization called The Dragons.  Hope you give it a try and enjoy!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/337252722-til-death-do-us-part-lee-taeyong-ff-%E2%9C%94%EF%B8%8F

thank you for adding my book to your reading list!! <3

have you ever written something and you were sure it was synced and saved? then it all of a sudden deleted? like dude, let me write and save. now, i’m having a bigger problem with writing right now. 

i don’t really know how to continue my stories. it’s so frustrating and overwhelming but at the same time it’s not. do you understand? i’m having a huge writers block. and it’s been going on for a year or so. i’ve updated here and there but like it’s so frustrating right now 

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH❤️❤️❤️❤️

just realized i wrote my stories when i wasn’t at my lowest (but still at one of my low points). but lately, well, in the past two years i’ve been stressed out about school and trying to fit in. now, i’m like not trying to fit in and i’ve been trying to find myself and pick myself up to write. as much as i don’t want to force myself, i’ll find myself immersed into writing.