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Merry Christmas yall.Im back.
Life update: i perfectly fucked up the term test & i literally don't care about it.i will do better next time or whatever.After taking 3 days break, yesterday i was really exited to download wattpad app & update everything freely & that's when the weverse announcement came.Idk if this is gonna become a year end tradition bcz the same thing happened in last yr november & i don't know why everything just keep happening to him.My soul literally left my body & i couldn't even fall asleep.My mom's keep asking me why i look so lifeless lol.Everyone might be thinking im just being dramatic af & trying to pretend but im actually not.They are my only safe place & I feel so helpless,useless & pathetic bcz i can't do anything when they r in pain.My holiday spirit completely vanished & i feel like shit.But i can't keep letting yall waiting so im just gonna update as much as possible.And im really really sorry if it's not very interesting to read bcz i have zero mood to write.In case i don't update, yall can read the english version of baby project if u want to.Its fine if u don't want to read the translation again.& i think im gonna have to unpublish "light up the sky" for some time as well bcz i feel like its not very successful to translate a documentary.
That's it.So sorry for the rant but i kinda needed to let it out bcz i hv no one to talk abt it.Please stay safe & healthy i love u all <33