High Ginger

 #even the good times are bad :(

LAst night I had this dream 
          About you...
          I dreamt how you wanted to kill yourself 
          I tried to kick down the door so that you wouldn't hurt yourself and when I saved you I woke up.
          
          I realised that you were fine behind the door.
          I was the one dying on the other side. 
          I WAS THE ONE HURTING MYSELF