As a SPM Leaver myself especially in the covid era, it was so devastating that I could't capture the very once in lifetime experience in a camera. At least I should record myself but I was so nervous and the anxiety hits me like hell haha my bad. Despite all the twists and turns throughout this roller coaster year, finally for real we managed to make it settle. After the on-off school, online classes, sop oriented class, cancelled trial & etc. It was so sad to experience my senior year without a traditional way the previous candidates used to have it. Overall, things happen, life must go on. Im not complaining, im just letting free the unspoken feeling I personally feel.