Amy

halloyou gotta check this story out☑️ don't forget to add it, in your reading list❤️❤️
          
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/279067670?utm_medium=link&utm_source=android&utm_content=share_writing

It's not that I haven't written, it's just I couldn't share it. All I did was scribble my thoughts whenever I felt them coming, but i just didn't want to acknowledge them. I was into coping with humor for a while. Plus, I had to get good grades. That means I had to ignore my mental health, sounds stupid but it works. I'm back now, love you guys♡♡

❝Stand out. It's okay to not fit in. You don't need to bend and break yourself to simply earn someone's acceptance. You don't need to spend all of your time doing something you don't even like to earn others approval. Learn to be uniquely yourself instead. Remember that the only ones who ever changed history were the ones who dared to listen and act upon their own ideas. They might've been misjudged and criticized but they dared listen to their own hearts and changed the world because of it. So be independent, be bold - because when it really comes down to it, the only person's acceptance you need is your own.❞

Hi

When my mental burn out cures my insomnia
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          So now they're fighting over me? Okay...
          
          I'm fine, I'm fine

Heyyy, guys. I missed you, I know I haven't been posting enough and I haven't even been interacting with your amazing books. I'm just not doing so well and I have a lot of school work and I have my finals in less than two weeks, I just got a lot on my plate. Just please be patient with me and I'm very sorry, I love you all so so much.

Hi Amy! How are you doing?

Brain: ummmm depression and anhedonia are knocking the door
          
          Me: tell them we're too busy
          
          Brain: yeah, why didn't I think of that?

hey i can tell you're not okay right now, just wanted to let you know you can always hmu in private messages if you need to talk. you are strong, you can get through this <3 much love

I can't remember the last time I felt actually happy. And I don't really know if I'm the one being addicted to unhappiness or my life is that bad.
          
          But you know there would be something to be happy about, really. I just can't look on the "bright side".
          
          I'm convinced something is wrong with me.
          
          But yeah whatever. I'll forget about this tomorrow, I'll keep myself too busy again