I'm sorry I haven't updated. Recently my mom took everything from me that can access the Internet and can text or call people. She didn't do this because I was in trouble. No she took it because my "friends" screwed me over and she was afraid that I wasn't okay when she found out. Little does she know I am far from okay. I slept on our roof the other night and I almost hoped I would fall. I just need someone to actually care.