School.. You gotta hate it.
It takes so much energy out of me its not funny. Being around people was never my strong point. Neither was talking to people (except the few friends I have and when I'm forced to talk cause I'm a student leader)
At the end of each day, I just collapse on my bed and sleep. Having multiple people around me for 8 hours at most drains me (hell, I have to force myself to stay awake during last period) a problem I have is social anxiety. I get very... Very anxious being around people. I don't like it. I'd rather be in a quiet space, by myself... (So pretty much my room) I hate leaving my home in general, I've become too attached Xd
Ahh its going to so bad when I have to leave home in a couple of years... I'm not looking forward to that. I wish there was a night school where I live, cause that'll be so much easier for me because I actually feel more active during the night then the day. Ha! Its like the sun is taking all my energy away! (And that's why I vitamin D deficiency...) Ahhhhh. Never mind that. Idc. hmst, I just wish that I don't have leave home, and I'm not aloud to be homeschooled.. HMST!!
A part of me wants to stop talking in general, but I can't because I have certain responsibility that requires me to talk.. Ughhhhhhhh