neko_girl_otaku

School.. You gotta hate it. 
          	It takes so much energy out of me its not funny. Being around people was never my strong point. Neither was talking to people (except the few friends I have and when I'm forced to talk cause I'm a student leader)
          	At the end of each day, I just collapse on my bed and sleep. Having multiple people around me for 8 hours at most drains me (hell, I have to force myself to stay awake during last period) a problem I have is social anxiety. I get very... Very anxious being around people. I don't like it. I'd rather be in a quiet space, by myself... (So pretty much my room) I hate leaving my home in general, I've become too attached Xd
          	Ahh its going to so bad when I have to leave home in a couple of years... I'm not looking forward to that. I wish there was a night school where I live, cause that'll be so much easier for me because I actually feel more active during the night then the day. Ha! Its like the sun is taking all my energy away! (And that's why I vitamin D deficiency...) Ahhhhh. Never mind that. Idc. hmst, I just wish that I don't have leave home, and I'm not aloud to be homeschooled.. HMST!! 
          	A part of me wants to stop talking in general, but I can't because I have certain responsibility that requires me to talk.. Ughhhhhhhh

Justyourordinaryzero

@neko_girl_otaku its okay besides ur cute? and uhhh the same goes to my family  too its been hard for the past 2 months >.> <.< so yeah......btw ur cute and ima get some wine in case...of uhhh idk
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March_Hare280

I wanted to personally thank you for the support while I was righting my book! I finally finished it! I love reading your comments, so thank you!

neko_girl_otaku

@fallenstar847  oh my, you're so welcome! And congrats on finishing your book. I'll get to reading it when i have the time and comment on it again lul
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aLbEyDOu

Don't mind me I am here to disturb u... (please don't get mad!) Hehe

neko_girl_otaku

@WangchenNyima nah, i dont get mad at trivial things like that. Im pretty chill, so dont worry
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aLbEyDOu

@neko_girl_otaku thanks! For a second I thought u would get really mad... though I was just trying to gain attention 
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neko_girl_otaku

School.. You gotta hate it. 
          It takes so much energy out of me its not funny. Being around people was never my strong point. Neither was talking to people (except the few friends I have and when I'm forced to talk cause I'm a student leader)
          At the end of each day, I just collapse on my bed and sleep. Having multiple people around me for 8 hours at most drains me (hell, I have to force myself to stay awake during last period) a problem I have is social anxiety. I get very... Very anxious being around people. I don't like it. I'd rather be in a quiet space, by myself... (So pretty much my room) I hate leaving my home in general, I've become too attached Xd
          Ahh its going to so bad when I have to leave home in a couple of years... I'm not looking forward to that. I wish there was a night school where I live, cause that'll be so much easier for me because I actually feel more active during the night then the day. Ha! Its like the sun is taking all my energy away! (And that's why I vitamin D deficiency...) Ahhhhh. Never mind that. Idc. hmst, I just wish that I don't have leave home, and I'm not aloud to be homeschooled.. HMST!! 
          A part of me wants to stop talking in general, but I can't because I have certain responsibility that requires me to talk.. Ughhhhhhhh

Justyourordinaryzero

@neko_girl_otaku its okay besides ur cute? and uhhh the same goes to my family  too its been hard for the past 2 months >.> <.< so yeah......btw ur cute and ima get some wine in case...of uhhh idk
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neko_girl_otaku

So I haven't talked to anyone fully in two and a half months. Only a little conversation to my mum and a few words to my dad and a little brat of a brother. I didnt realize how bad my social skills are until yesterday when I agreed to hang out with my best friend. I couldn't speak properly and he noticed and pointed out my grammar mistakes. It was embarrassing... (It doesn't help when I can't pronounce words properly... While having a slight stutter) 

DaughterOfHades22

@neko_girl_otaku My voice is weird when it comes to talking bc most of the time I don't talk except for like a select few and my dad
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neko_girl_otaku

@BookwormSid1015 rip us. Lets hope it'll get better one day.
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neko_girl_otaku

@TiffanyQueenslake hehe, your not dont worry. And thank you for beliving in me and its always nice to kmow im not the only one struggling. Ill try not to give up (even tho i'll probably will. Im never the one whos known for talking a lot anyway) 
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neko_girl_otaku

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So... I'm casually listening to the Legend of Zelda Skyward Sword soundtrack right? I'm reading too, peacefully at that... Until the theme song where the guardians awakens from the silent realms plays.. It scares the fuck outta me! I don't pay attention often but fuck, when that song booms from my speakers I feel like I need to gtfo. Honestly nothing can compare to the anxiety in hearing that song. Ughhhhhh

phalkon-Phoenix

Is u going to update my met soon 

phalkon-Phoenix

@Kiyoshidragneel ok i can't wait to u do 
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neko_girl_otaku

@Kiyoshidragneel um.. Probably not because i have exams soon and i really need to study for them..
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