Blanca C. Del Toro

Hey guys.
          I know these past weeks have been frightening and if you're like me, you're struggling to see a bright future out of this. As I laid down to sleep, I told God that I found it hard to get up today. My desire to face the day is waning and I find myself getting anxious and depressed. God reminded me though that he's still here with me. He endured the fear, the pain, the darkness, and shame of the cross to bring salvation to us. And he overcame. So as the days seem to get darker, remember christ. Remember his sacrifice and his promises. After we suffer for a little, he will take us to glory. It's in this pain that we are molded and strengthen. God loves you and me. He's holding us and remains standing at the door, knocking. Let christ in. Eat with him. Share your fears and pain with him and allow God to comfort you. 
          
          God bless. 

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I remember you saying that you were having trouble praying some time ago. Has it gotten better?

I am currently reading your 'Letters  to God' book, and I have to say, we may be kindred spirits. When you described your struggle with fanfiction... You described almost to a T, what I was, and still am going through.
          
          I had an addiction with Dramione fanfiction. I read it all day, every day if I could get away with it.
          I asked God to help me and save my soul, because I knew what I was doing was wrong, and yet, I couldn't bring myself to stop.
          
          Then one day, I just didn't feel the need to read it anymore, that urge to to hide myself away in my mind, to lose myself in that fantasy world... It just went away.
          
          I am now still struggling, I struggle to read my Bible, I struggle to pray, I am feeling doubtful about God.
          I feel these thought creep into my mind, "is God even real?" Even though I know God is real, even though I have received numerous signs, dreams, and vision from God I still find myself doubting.
          
          I feel like I'm being pressured to pray, pressured to read my Bible, everyday I feel like I'm doing something wrong, I have all this worry and fear that if I don't read my Bible read a certain amount of times a day, or if I don't do something as simple as wipeing​ up the water around my sink after I wash my hands that I'm going to Hell, that when the end comes, I going to get left behind.
          It sounds silly, doesn't it?
          
          

I like your Bio

I should have never ate all that food over the weekend......my body is not loving me today.