nelehzmm

I don’t wanna throw up anymore I’m so tired

nelehzmm

O miss her and talking to her even tho it’s only been a few days of less talking but I don’t wanna be annoying or force myself on someone or make someone mad someone send help

_healingmyself_

@ nelehzmm i know, this is probably over someone else, but either way: my love, you are getting the longest Update vlog tomorrow,  i promise! I missed talking to you so much i love you so much
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nelehzmm

I don’t have a reason to stay, why stay?

nelehzmm

@charlithewallflower thank you for your kind words that’s really nice of you and i appreciate that a lot, I’m not good at opening up and there isn’t a lot you can do but your messages help, thank you.
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charlithewallflower

I see your messages on here a lot. To me it sounds like you have a lot going on. If you need to rant or talk to someone, that doesn’t really know you - then text me, im always here. If you have a preferred social media, tell me and I’ll give you my name on said platform. I’ll gladly tell you something about myself, if that makes you more comfortable. I just hate seeing a young person - a kid, such as yourself, going through a difficult time. If there’s any chance I can help, I’m gonna try. 
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charlithewallflower

The future is unpredictable and life is hard. But if you give up now, you might miss exactly what you’ve been fighting for so far. You might die tomorrow anyway and while that might sound harsh, it’s the reality. If you were told you only have 6 months left to live, what would you wanna achieve? If that question leaves you blank, then answer like a person you deeply cared about, was asked the same question. What would you want them to experience? You gotta keep going for those reasons. Tell yourself, you might die tomorrow anyway - if that’s what it takes to get you through another day.
            A lot can happen, in very little time. Next year you might live a complete different life - truth is, we don’t know. We can’t predict our future and we can’t change the past, but you can control what you make of it anyways. Life is already tough. Don’t make yourself, your own enemy. It’s not worth it.
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