nell

it’s the last chapter you ever posted being an apology for not uploading in over a month for me 

it’s the you not even liking your storyline for me 

it’s the possibility of having like 50k+ reads you skipped out on when you wouldn’t update for me 

it’s the iM gOiNg To UpLoAd ToMoRrOw lie you told me for like a year for me 

it’s the actor that plays jac turning out to be a racist and you not liking her (tbh as u should) but you having abandoned your book before that anyway 

it’s the not even liking holby anymore for me 

it’s the coming back on this account only to change your username for me 

it’s the nearly 8k readers that have been waiting for an update they will never get for me 

it’s the going off what used to be your life obsession for me 

it’s the not updating your book in over a year for me