nelly4nick

Sorry for inactivity. I had a surgery on Friday and it was the most painful, horrible experience I’ve ever had so I’m still quite shaken. It was also like a quick one but I had to be awake and the numbing didn’t work and it hurt more than any of you can even imagine. I was screaming and bleeding so much during it, and if I scream, it hurts a lot. You can know it by the fact that I’ve been basically run over by a car (my foot only) but then I just laughed.

RoleMole

@nelly4nick I actually really wish you the best and honestly hope you get better in every way possible because what you went through sounded traumatising, and don’t feel forced to post it if you don’t want to, wishing you the best with emotional recovery ❤️‍ !!
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nelly4nick

@RoleMole physically I’m getting better, emotionally I’m getting there at some point, it’ll take some time. I actually had like a story written based on my experience but idk if I can post it bc 1. It may be tmi and 2. It’s so personal I’m not sure if I want it here but we’ll see. Maybe some day.
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nelly4nick

@call9me9mi idk, they put double dose and I told them that it doesn’t affect me as quickly as most people but despite everything they proceeded with the surgery anyway
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nelly4nick

Sorry for inactivity. I had a surgery on Friday and it was the most painful, horrible experience I’ve ever had so I’m still quite shaken. It was also like a quick one but I had to be awake and the numbing didn’t work and it hurt more than any of you can even imagine. I was screaming and bleeding so much during it, and if I scream, it hurts a lot. You can know it by the fact that I’ve been basically run over by a car (my foot only) but then I just laughed.

RoleMole

@nelly4nick I actually really wish you the best and honestly hope you get better in every way possible because what you went through sounded traumatising, and don’t feel forced to post it if you don’t want to, wishing you the best with emotional recovery ❤️‍ !!
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nelly4nick

@RoleMole physically I’m getting better, emotionally I’m getting there at some point, it’ll take some time. I actually had like a story written based on my experience but idk if I can post it bc 1. It may be tmi and 2. It’s so personal I’m not sure if I want it here but we’ll see. Maybe some day.
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nelly4nick

@call9me9mi idk, they put double dose and I told them that it doesn’t affect me as quickly as most people but despite everything they proceeded with the surgery anyway
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nelly4nick

Next few weeks are gonna be intense. It’s the last weeks of my uni before summer break and I still have a lot to do. But also I’m gonna have a lot of hospital visits including a couple light surgeries so I might not have energy to write. I’m really sorry ❤️❤️

RoleMole

It’s okay I hope you get better ❤️
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julie_sturnsss

It’s okay focus on getting better ❤️‍
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nelly4nick

So yesterday I was busy bc I was at a doctors appointment and the doctor listened to my heart quite a long time because it was an irregular heartbeat so then she sent me straight to a clinic where I’d get an EKG/ECG (I’m not sure if it’s the same in English) and they couldn’t get a proper reading first but then eventually got it and I could go home. But that’s why I’m so inactive nowadays bc most of my days are spent in hospitals, clinics or a doctors office. Last week I had an ultrasound (very uncomfortable experience!! I’m already afraid of men enough so it didn’t help). Idk I just spend a lot of time in medical places but I feel so bad for being so inactive because I love writing and all your comments give me sm strength.

nelly4nick

@RoleMole thank you <3
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nelly4nick

@call9me9mi thank you sm <3
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RoleMole

I hope you get better soon and your health is so important always priorities it over anything don’t feel bad❤️❤️
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nelly4nick

Guys I won’t be able to write much this month nor next month bc I’ll depend a lot of time at hospitals and doctors and also it’s the last month of uni rn so we have a lot to do there too. Hope that’s ok <3 love u guys ur support means more than anything.

nelly4nick

@RoleMole I’ll be okay at some point <3 nothing is life threatening right now, but it’s just a lot and yeah definitely stressful.
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RoleMole

Omg I hope your okay praying for you and take your time and stuff fr because uni is stressful and I think hospitals are even more stressful, I hope your okay and good luck!!
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nelly4nick

@julie_sturnsss it will be eventually <3
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nelly4nick

Btw if u wanna find me on other platforms u can find me under the username @nelly4sturniolos on TikTok and instagram. Then @wh0re4nick on twitter.

nelly4nick

@RoleMole what an iconic username I love it
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RoleMole

@nelly4nick HELP GIRL IM “straight4Chris” AYEE
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nelly4nick

@RoleMole I AMMM!! Yayyyy what’s ur @
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nelly4nick

I have so many unreleased stories that Im not even gonna post and it feels so stupid bc I work on them so long like for example yesterday I made a story where Nick lost his bf and went through grief (I was sad okay so wanted to make myself sadder) but I’m never gonna post that.

nelly4nick

Ugh all my stories are so similar to each other. Like I wanna write but something really different but still sick fic related ofc

nelly4nick

@julie_sturnsss thank you!! I’ll most likely do some of these. Cancer I’m not sure if I’ll do because it’s a really heavy topic and it’s a bit personal to me but I may do something related to it at some point. But all of the other ones are quite good actually!! And don’t apologize it’s okay <33
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julie_sturnsss

I’m not sure if you wanted suggestions lol but I’ll say them just in case you want some. You could do like pneumonia, cancer, heart attack, heart disease, POTS, anemia, insomnia,  diabetes, stroke, heat stroke,  failing kidneys, kidney stones, cold, ear infections, strep throat, back pain, bad allergies from pollen, allergic reaction to something, arthritis, migraines, rash or a burn, sprains bone, broken bone, stomach ache, asthma, bronchitis, influenza. Sorry I know I said so much but I just did this to help you so you can continue your book. If you don’t do any of these I won’t be mad at all your books are so creative!
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