nemophiIias

/  *  kasen  aoe,  “hasu no ne”  (  root  of  lotus )  inazuma  god  of  mercy,  compassion  and  vicissitude,  any  pronouns,  singleship  +  semi-literate  to  literate  

eyesofrouge

“it was just a nightmare.   (..)     sorry,   did i wake you,   dear?”

nemophiIias

@electrosis 
            
            I  do  not.    [  kasen  twirls  their  finger  through  a  stray  lock  of  the  noble’s  dark  hair.  she  presses  a  sweet  kiss  to  their  cheek.  ]   I  won’t  ever  feel  that  way,  you  should  try  not to  either. 
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eyesofrouge

@nemophiIias      ،̲،̲        “but it’s true.   don’t you feel the same way?   i feel like i’m nothing more than what people built me to be now.”
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nemophiIias

@electrosis 
            
            there  was  no  troubling,  don’t  speak  about  yourself  like  that. 
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eyesofrouge

“mitsue?   they sound like somebody very dear to you.”

nemophiIias

@electrosis 
            
            it’s — it’s  alright.  I  just  would  rather  we  not  discuss  it  anymore. 
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eyesofrouge

@nemophiIias        ،̲،̲              there was a moment where amaya would watch kasen.   noticing the hidden nuances among her expression,   the hint of heartbreak that is riddled among their porcelain features.      “i’m sorry,   i must have brought along some painful memories for you.”
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nemophiIias

@electrosis 
            
            [  kasen’s  breath  hitches  upon  the  name.  it  stumbles  around  her  mouth  and  scratches  at  her  tongue  but  it  never  quite  takes  shape.  a  vision  of  sharp  eyes,  cut  like  the  corners  of  an  amethyst  gemstone,  a  memory  that  sounds  of  a  deep  bellied  laugh  as  water  splashes  from  the  moonlit  pools  of  mt.  yougou.   she  sees  all  of  them,  from  their  birth  at  the  sacred  sakura  tree  to  their  crowning  of  raiden  shogun,  but  to  speak  their  name  is  to  remember,  and  to  remember  is  to  mourn.  
            
            so,  kasen  does  not  speak.  she  picks  at  the  stem  of  weeding  flowers  and  allows  the  silence  to  fill  in  the  gaps  for  the  two  of  them.  mercy  does  not  have  the  blessing  of  reminiscence.  ]  
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eyesofrouge

“no,   i must have mistaken you for somebody else..”

eyesofrouge

@nemophiIias        ،̲،̲            “it’s nothing,   kasen.   if anything,   i should be thanking you for entertaining this conversation,   dear.”      her eyes widening momentarily,   the familiar nickname slipping off her tongue.
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nemophiIias

@electrosis 
            
            [  a  small  smile  graces  the  gods  lips.  it  has  been  so  long  since  someone  has  told  her  something  so,  genuine.  ]  
            
            your  subconscious  is  kind,  though  I  think  the  same  of  you.  
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eyesofrouge

@nemophiIias        ،̲،̲               “seems that my subconscious perceives you to be quite   (..)      lovely.”
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brewerys

have you seen will?  i’m trying to find him.

brewerys

@aeiballon       ꪗ
            i have,  but when i went there they told me he went off somewhere.  thought i’d hop by the cabin to see if he came here. 
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nemophiIias

@diangls 
            
            have  you  tried  the  infirmary?  you  know  he  practically  lives  there  these  days 
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thoulies

oh,  you know,  the cold never bothered me anyways.  (:

thoulies

@aeiballon        ꪗ
            i’m doing this to upease your  (..)  frozen movie jokes.  is it working?  
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nemophiIias

@icethaws 
            
            look  at  you!  finally  accepting  your  future  career  as  ice  queen 
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