nengz143

Pa follow back po idol!! TY

Yawa gyud ning pobre ta...

I really don't know what i'm feeling right now one thing's for sure i don't want to live anymore sakit sakit kaayo i don't know but this past few months i've been feeling this way like so tired aisle i don't know i don't want to move let you know that you're losing hope we don't have a choice i feel like i'm a robot i don't know i feel so bad i'm a worst demon after all i'm such a bad daughter knees cousin friend relative the worst is i'm the worst ever the worst sister ever i don't want to talk about the why i i i am the worst person because i am i don't know i feel so terrible from gun don't even care like a long a family right if you have no one so once i'm gone just home and i wish that if i'm gone i'll go with my mom error on eyebrow follow i don't know but i can still remember when i was still in college that everything was very chaotic i prayed to god he will take me so i was my family until now didn't happen.

I feel so useless

I woukd like to tuink positive. See what i can get only ti get disappointed. I dont know what to do. Any one can help me?

Who cares bout mee? Nothing. Sure words were given but deep inside know those are nonsense. Wanna bet? Been there, beg there! Fuck me! Im a shameless worthless woman walking on earth. I dont want to deal unfairness of life! They ruin it! No one can save! Im in a deeo shit of life! I wanted to get away form reality but only to be temporarily! No choice!

I am in my lowest point of my life. Where i realized that a human like me has no place in this world! Sure thing maningkamot kaw. Use strategies to deal life but not enough. Dli gajud enough. I feel so frustrated. From the day i started that i cant rest a while and struggle. Always fighting but pointless. Nowhere to go. Always a deadend.

I am so tired!

Maskit yong nag aantay ng update pero wala. Mas masaplap kasi wala kang magagawa kundi ang maghintay. 

Sakit ng puso. 
          Sakit sa utak. 
          Walang panlunas. 
          Walang katapusang pagdaranas. 
          Di maintindihan. 
          Di maunawaan. 
          Bakit paga wala ka. 
          Bakit wala din sila. 
          
          Naghahanap ng kalinga. 
          Naghahanap ng pagpapahalagahan. 
          Ngunit walang makita, walang wala. 
          
          Maaminin kong ako ay tanga. 
          Minsan may utak.
          Pero palaging wala...