Do you ever think that there are some things where to get the full effect you HAVE to see them played out by people with all the correct inflections and pauses and everything because there's this one scene I'm writing in a fic and it's a hot box of fucking ROCKS in my head but when I read it I just think "what is this trash"
To be honest I can not write in public. Some of my worst chapters are done when I'm around people. For me, writing is the thing for when it's 2:09 and I can't breathe and I can't force myself to do anything. Writing is weird.