Maybe when he asked me last night if I wanted to go for a walk, at 2am, after he was home drunk from the pub over snap and I decided against it and stayed at home, even told my mum (I live with my parents as an adult) and mum was worried over texts in case I decided to go (I didn't, im too lazy to move, it was late and smth was preventing me)
Maybe that was my conscience telling me warning signs