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tengo un crush tan grande con marco ilsø que me duele el corazón cada vez que lo veo KSDBDK ctm

it pains me to think about the passage of time because i know one day you won't be there, not even at the distance. it pains me to think about the passage of time because we have grown out of each other, i'm not a kid looking at his big brother and growing towards him because i cannot see you anymore and no matter how much i look for you, you move farther away, and you release my hand, my fingers cannot grasp you, and you're the wind of a storm leaving my home, please don't run anymore. you don't have to be perfect, you don't have to be healed, you'll always be my big brother no matter how broken you are. 
          
          i look away, but you've left traces in my soul, and they'll always call your name. i wouldn't be me without you.

any reasons to stay alive? the words you held so close to your heart weren't anything but lies after all. you made them part of your identity, but what are you then, if the same words were spoken to someone else by the same mouth that whispered them into your soul?

how can i be so
          cruel to myself
          when i'm doing the best i can

no me importa. no me importa nada. a mí me hablas. si el mundo se está acabando, a mí me hablas. a mí me dices, y yo vengo.