After reading your conversations to check if you were still okay made my heart break.I feel bad for not helping you when you're feeling down about yourself,I hope I'm not too late but I wanted to say this right now.Bullying is the worst scenarios at school,yes,but sometimes being crushed underneath them and their words are not worh it.You're a wonderful person,you have a brave personality for saying who you really are and what you feel.It made you strong,you just don't know it because of the remarks you get.My mom would always tell me that listening to them won't get you anywhere,they're always this people who loves to see people's confidence and hope break down since some of them might have experienced it at home.I'm not saying it like Bullying is good or would be thought that way to do bad things,but it's maybe as to why they're doing that to those who looks weak in their eyes.As a highschooler like you,who also got bullied before,let them be,you can overvome and surpass them.Believe in yourself and don't ever,ever think and show that you're the weak boy they see in their eyes.You are strong and a really wonderful person,they just don't know it.That's all,I hope everything's gonna be alright