im sorry i got attached to you so quickly. i didn't mean to it just happened. I'd been numb for a while, convincing myself i was fine, when really I wasn't feeling anything at all. then you came along, and suddenly felt something real again and honestly, that scared me. i know it might've come off as too much, and im sorry if it did. i didn't want to put pressure on you. i just got caught up in what it felt like to actually carw again. that was a heart waking up after being quiet for so long.