pink milk

wrote the new note..

so. 
          
          im just thinking, the note sit- i have no idea what happened with that. whether he read it or not, whether he just crumbled it up and put it in the bin, whatever. idk what happened bc in all honesty i just sprinted tf away. 
          
          so im thinking,,,
          
          i write him another one, and slip it under the door to his office (have his name on the front) when i know for certain he's in there so that he actually hopefully reads it.
          
          now the question is,
          
          do i sign my name this time or not- help me guys

GUYS I FOLLOWED HIM ON INSTA HEHE

some people want to write a story about this so i feel like i need to include everything that happens lol.
          
          so today he kept looking at me and he just seemed to be appearing everywhere, like more than usual. so at lunch i left to go buy some food from the canteen and i saw him monitoring one of the fields so i asked my friends if they wanted to sit outside and they all agreed and i just watched him and started crying LMAO but idk i just felt really overwhelmed by everything and told them how it wasn't fair and i just felt so in love with him and ended up hiding in the toilets the next period because i was so scared to see ANY of the teachers idk but ended up leaving and going to the period like half way through oops.

okay hehe i feel so scandalous,,
          
          anyway so the loml 
          
          apperance: he's chinese (was raised up in china and moved to nz by himself when he was 15), has dark hair and eyes- obviously, but his eye shape is very pretty and sharp but also roundish at the same time idk i feel like i could just look at his face forever, i'm not good at describing faces but god i just think he's so gorgeous to me and it makes me feel so small and squeamy lol idk, he's also pretty tall and skinny.
          
          personality: he's such a sweet person, but extremely cocky and childish- it makes me giggle thinking about it because he's such a loser lol, i can just picture how proud he must have felt when he read my note. he's a bit of an arrogant asshole but idk i think thats just want makes him him because it's not nessasarly a bad thing it's just more of a roll your eyes and laugh at him kind of thing. he's just so attractive like everything about him.
          
          he likes outdoor shit like hiking and camping and especially paragliding which genuinely scares the shit out of me, he's a math and outdoor ed teacher (ew- two worst subjects lmao) but thats okay because he can just tutor me in maths instead lmao
          
          i think hes kind of still just like a little boy sometimes, he's a bloody troublemaker- it's so funny to me idk he's just a bit silly. he's also REALLY flirtasous, and i know i say this about everyone but istg he makes me feel something i've never felt before. it's rather insane. he makes me feel so small in an amazing way and i just feel so fucking comfortable with him.   
          
          hes also like RICH rich and he can fly planes!! my fucking dream ugghhh but he lives on the hills and he has a beautiful veiw from his house, which is worth around $1M- uhm.... and he also drives a fucking nice car. he's so lucky and amazing i just want to be with him so fucking badly guys it's unfair.
          
          so i got that going for me.

hey whores <3 
          
          i made this account to rant about things that i don't want people ik irl seeing