nesta

hey yalllllll! 
          I just did a bit of "spring cleaning" and got rid of all my unedited chapters and thank god I did because reading back through some of them was ROUGH. I mainly did this because if I'm not posting any actually new chapters and just re-uploading them with my new plot then I don't think wattpad will push my story out. This way, I'm hoping more people will read it so yay! 
          Also, I have a new chapter ready to post and another one is in the works rn. Bear with me pls yall, I am so busy with college rn it's making me want to send my head through some drywall. 
          
          Hope you guys are doing better than me rn :)
          All my love,
          Nesta

hey everyone! 
          i hope you all are well. lately i’ve kind of been in a writing rut and i absolutely hate the most recent chapter ive posted. as i’ve been trying to figure out how to rewrite it i realized that there’s a few serious mistakes that i made in the previous chapters, so i’ll be going back and rewriting the fourth chapter and then tweaking some others. im literally so sorry everyone i always stress abt making edits because i rlly feel like i make a lot of mistakes while writing, but it’s driving me crazy not to fix it. i was actually freaking out so much over this small detail that i considered deleting my work  but it’s okay ill just edit and continue working. i rlly do love this story it’s my baby, but it’s so difficult sometimes writing in the wattpad format where i try to post weekly cuz then sometimes i end up posting chapters i absolutely hate and the quality isn’t what i want it to be. 
          hopefully once i edit and repost a bunch of chapters, things will go a lot smoother. 
          all my love <3,
          nesta 

Hi, you good?

hello my loves! i’m going to be posting new chapters as i edit old ones. it’s a lot of work but i’m working on falling back in love with the process of writing so i’m excited to try this out! i’m also excited to finally work on editing my book since i realized there was a lot missing and i’m a perfectionist! but the edited chapters i’ve posted (prologue - two) are much better i think than what was originally written. anyways stay safe! all my love! 
          nesta 

The next chapter should be posted in around an hour but I have had the most interesting/terrifying day so it may come in two parts, but there will be a long chapter posted tonight. 

new chapter is in the works and will be posted in the next two days! it should be a longer chapter so it will take a while but i’m rlly excited 

lol hello everyone. it’s literally embarassing how many times i’ve changed the damn cover for my book but i rlly rlly like this one (oh my god my old one was so ugly i couldn’t even look at it) anyways my job has me hu-st-ling but i have a day off tomorrow so fingers crossed i can write something publishable luv u allll nesta

The song that I used in my most recent chapter is called “We’ll meet again” and is sung by Vera Lynn. It was released August 25th, 1939. I forgot to give credit and wanted to make sure that people understood that it is not my song. 

I apologize for not updating my book and for not updating you all on why I have not done so yet. Writers block and mental health are starting to hit a low point so I will be taking a one week break to try to regain my energy. If I do write something that I see fit for the next chapter, I will publish it. 
          I’m sorry for not telling you all earlier.
          Nesta

Unfortunately, today’s chapter will be put off until tomorrow evening. I have exams that I need to be studying for and the base chapter is in need of some major editing.
          Thank you all for understanding!
          Nesta