NJ

Hi everyone,
          
          It feels strange to even be writing this again after so long. Honestly, I don’t expect many people to even see this, let alone still be following after the months I’ve been gone. And that’s okay. Life moves on, people find new stories, new writers — and I truly don’t blame anyone for that.
          
          First of all — thank you. Thank you for the patience, the kindness, and the love you’ve shown me after my last note. Reading your comments and knowing that you understood what I was going through meant more than I can ever express.
          
          As some of you know, I’ve been struggling with depression after losing Tim, my dog and my constant companion for 12 years. It broke me in ways I’m still trying to piece back together. Recently, though, my psychiatrist suggested I try returning to hobbies that used to bring me peace. Writing was always one of those things for me. Even if I’m not sure I’ll ever feel the same as before, I want to at least try again.
          
          So… I’m here. I don’t know how often I’ll write, or how long I’ll stay, but I want to come back into this space that once felt like a home. If anyone is still here to read my words — thank you. And if not, that’s okay too. Just writing this feels like a small step forward.
          
          With love,
          ~@neva17211 

Hey everyone,
          
          I know I’ve been quiet here for the past few months, and I wanted to finally explain why. 
          
          The truth is, I’ve been in a dark place. I have something my psychiatrist calls PGD and MDD. 
          
          I’ve been struggling with something I never thought I’d have to face so soon. I lost my dog — Tim. Or Timothy, as I fondly called him when he was being his little gentleman self. 
          
          He wasn’t just a pet; he was my everything. My reading buddy, my late-night writing partner, my little shadow following me from room to room for 12 whole years. And just a few months ago, he passed away.
          
          His absence hit me hard, and honestly, I’ve been struggling a lot emotionally. That’s why I haven’t been updating or writing lately. I just haven’t had the energy or heart for it.
          
          I honestly don’t know if I’ll ever come back to Wattpad. I don’t know if I can come back to writing the way I used to, because every time I sit down to try, I feel the space where Tim should be. It’s hard, and I wanted you to know why.
          
          Thank you for being here, for reading, for supporting me even when I’ve been gone. You deserved to know the truth.
          
          Take care,
          NJ

Heyy can u Check out my story 'beneath the hate' and give it a try by reading and voting.u will find it in my profile. Thanks:)

@Emma38130817 That’s really sweet of you! I appreciate the thoughtfulness. I’ll work on this one for now, but if you’ve got more ideas, feel free to drop them in—I can’t promise I’ll write them all, but I do love a good spark of inspiration. No overwhelm here, just vibes!

@Emma38130817 here is fine...

I have a percabeth oneshot suggestion if u want it 
          

I finished the burning maze a few days ago…IM STILL SAD ☹️

I can’t bring myself to finish the burning maze in trials of apollo cuz I know Jason will die 

yo thanks for the follow mate!

I got sick at 7pm on Monday and was still sick yesterday, so when I finally got on Wattpad today, I saw the new 3 one shots (including the most recent one) on Percabeth Oneshots 2! It cheered me up and I felt better :)) Thank you for posting these great one shots and always brightening my day!