bf simp :)

i need to express my love for the song your book is named after real quick don’t mind me. jacket over hoodie over shirt is literally the best song ever and i actually screamed when i read the title you are a bad bitch and i love u for this

k so update
          
          in short, the dude was actually screwing with me
          
          i was planning on going bowling with him n two other friends last night and was gonna ask him out
          
          well, yesterday in my 5th period class, one of my friends was telling me to not ask him because he was gonna make a fool out of me
          
          my mood was ruined, but i didnt believe him because it was something ik he would do bc hes jealous
          
          well, later at lunch, my other friend came over, showing me a pic of the dude i liked w a baby chick and then told me that he and my one friend (who had told me the dude liked me) heard the dude i liked saying i was gonna make a fool out of me
          
          she made sure i was okay, bc ig i looked sad, then let me be. then i looked at my one friend (the one who told me the dude liked me) and was like "i dont think i want to go tonight" and he was like "why??" and i just kinda looked away trying not to cry yk
          
          this was the end of lunch, so at the beginning of 6th period, i went to the bathroom, cried in there for a minute or two because i didnt want to be late (typical of me) and so i just kinda went back to class and didnt say a word
          
          once i got home, i saw a note telling me to have fun (left w money for bowling) and i explained to my bestie all this stuff and then asked my friend (again, the one who told me the dude liked me) why they messed with me like that.
          
          he just told me that it was honestly a sick joke and that he shouldnt have let it go as far as it did. in short, the dude was like "haha i like her" as a joke and kept it rolling and stuff. i told him id cried and stuff and he said "honestly, you should make me feel bad, we made you cry" and i just dont have it in me to be angry. im just hurt
          
          we made plans to go bowling but hE FELL ASLEEP STUPID
          but we may go today since im not going out w some others lmao
          
          yes ik this is confusing but i didnt want to name names or use fake ones so- here it is

GUYSGUYSGUYS HE ACTUALLY LIKES ME BACK
          
          SO IN SHORT, I THOUGHT THEY WERE SCREWING W ME AND STUFF AND HE WOULD BE LIKE "YO DATE ME" AND ID BE LIKE"IG???" AND STUFF AND SO ON AND ANOTHER FRIEND OF MINE (ALSO FRIENDS W THE GUY I LIKE) SAID HE LIKES ME AND I NEVER KNEW FOR SURE UNTIL TODAY
          
          IN SHORT A LOT OF MY FRIENDS SOUND CASUAL/JOKING WHEN THEY TALK SO I NEVER KNOW
          
          HE LIKES ME GUYS OMG
          AND IF I CAN WERE GOING BOWLING TOMORROW W TWO OTHERS SFNSFD 
          I JUST GOTTA ASK HIM

so um how do i tell someone i like them while not panicking???

who wants to play apex legends w me /hj
          
          plot twist im actually trash

can we talk abt how trans men are REAL men and trans women are REAL women?
          how poc are COMPLETELY valid and beautiful? how bisexuals are REAL and can not be 50/50? how nb people are perfectly valid? how not being straight but not sure what you are yet is okay? how its okay to not be straight and white? how its okay to not quite love yourself but be working on it? how its okay to be working on mental issues and self care? how youre ENTIRELY VALID for not liking things others dont? how its okay to be religious or atheist?
          
          i think yall are valid <3 whether youre a person of color or white, religious, atheist, male, female, nb, genderfluid, asexual, aromantic, demi, gay, straight, bi, pan, whatever you are. be you and who you want to be and stop letting people drag you down. live for you, not for them. or if not for yourself, live for those who support you. youre loved, youre valid.
          
          if anyone needs to talk, im open <3

yall i just wanna write the george fic but my brain says no <3 smh

k yall what if i wrote a fic thats soft/angsty to the song dream girl by anna of the north??

next to chirp, i think stal, wait, and mellohi are my faves and ill fight anyone who thinks theyre bad >:)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GA_2WVTQNY0
          
          yall omg look at this fr-