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capstained

˝are you sure we won't get caught..?˝

neverdream

⌣̩̩̩̥̩͜☁︎ ꠦꫂꯥ⠀  ────   (  @capstained  )
            〝  noct is a shadow,  he won't be able to cause that much harm " the sprite reassured with a smile while pushing at the pirate from behind in order to nudge the other to walk in the direction leading out of the academy〝  aren't you even the tiniest bit curious too? "
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capstained

the thought is considered..  he'd suppose entertaining the other would do more of a good way to pass the time,  rather than to sit through a stale lecture.⠀˝then,  you should be careful about your..  other part.  you wouldn't want to terrify them so suddenly.˝⠀pointed yusef.
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neverdream

⌣̩̩̩̥̩͜☁︎ ꠦꫂꯥ⠀  ────   (  @capstained  )
            〝  we won't be gone for that long!  just enough time to sneak out and see the humans~ " he reassured,  wanting to travel across the forest and into the human's civilization for a good while now〝  all the stories i've been hearing from the others makes me want to check things out for myself! "
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capstained

˝hey,  get off my bed.˝

neverdream

⌣̩̩̩̥̩͜☁︎ ꠦꫂꯥ⠀  ────   (  @capstained  )
            〝  same difference.  you're still on the bed either way.  so you better get comfy " ajax's shoulders shrugged as he spoke before resting his head on the other's chest and softly thumbing at the pulse against yusef's inner wrist〝  and you say that as if you hate me (-3-) "
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the tackle sent a startled yusef straight unto the soft bed,  body reluctantly pressed down by none other than his notorious perpetrator;  ajax.⠀˝for you,  it must be.˝⠀sighing,  the deadpanned look barely lasts— replaced by a disgruntled one.⠀˝i said make space not make me your pillow.˝
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neverdream

⌣̩̩̩̥̩͜☁︎ ꠦꫂꯥ⠀  ────   (  @capstained  )
            〝  consider yourself lucky to have such a nice roommate like me! " he replied back before adruptly tackling the brunette to lay down with him on the mattress,  ajax now laying on top of him in order to get comfortable〝  see,  isn't this nice? "
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neverdream

ㅤㅤ ཻ༷᪥࿆ᭃ┄ཻ┈ུ┄⊰│NEW VERSE﹗│⊱┄┈ཻ┈ུ┈༘
          ㅤ︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶
          ⠀⠀ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ⠀✯⠀⠀.⠀✦⠀︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶
          
          ⠀ㅤㅤㅤ✦⠀⠀⠀⠀.⠀⠀⠀⠀༚⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⋆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ܴ⠀⠀⠀

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“  ajax..?  ” ⠀yuaine stared in disbelief,  seeing as another student—a woman at that,  was clinging to his side.  it made his heartbeat race,  and it felt like everything shattered.

neverdream

⌣̩̩̩̥̩͜⟢ ꠦꫂꯥ⠀  ────   (  @capstained  )
            〝  because that's all i've ever known!  i hate running away from my problems just as much as it frustrates you.  but at the same time i can never bring myself to get up once i'm down because i know i'll make the same mistakes again and hurt those i care about-! " he used his forearm in an attempt to scrub away at the tears that fell by to no avail〝  i really do want to be better..  to be someone you can properly admire and be proud of.  but i just can't do it by myself... "
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it took him aback,  seeing how quickly he had broken down the moment his palms pressed against bespeckled cheeks..  now stained with dew droplets of tears,  at first yuaine didn't take the apology well.  his anger,  still undeterred by vague implications  ...  actions,  purpose behind everything.  but the way he was willing to let go?  that easily after everything?  seemed to have added fuel to it instead of empathy.   “  you're just gonna abandon everything?  ”⠀his brows knit,  confused─upset.⠀“  that's not what i wanted!  i didn't ask you to leave.  all i want is for you to take accountability,  why is that so difficult for you?!  ”⠀his hands remains still to his cheeks,  though with a slight force of shake.  but slowly..  after seeing the genuine forlorn upon ajax's features,  he slowly let go.⠀“  see?  it..  doesn't work.  i'll..  hurt you too.  it's always been like this between us.  ”
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⌣̩̩̩̥̩͜⟢ ꠦꫂꯥ⠀  ────   (  @capstained  )
            〝  none..  you know i can't bring myself to act with a facade around you... " emerald hues of his own stared at yusef's before closing,  the tears he had been holding back this entire time finally silently falling once he felt the others hands cup his face〝  i'm sorry yua..  i never meant to break your heart like i did  ( ... )  if you really do want me to leave i promise i will if it'll make you happy... " it pained him to say those words,  but deep down he understood how horrible he must've seemed to the other for wanting to still selfishly hold onto any remaining thread that still kept them together〝  that way.. you can go on and live your life the way you want without me being a burden to you... "
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“  hey,  slow dow-  where are you taking me?  ” ⠀yuaine asked,  eyes blinking as he's taken over to the crowd of students partying.

neverdream

⌣̩̩̩̥̩͜⟢ ꠦꫂꯥ⠀  ────   (  @capstained  )
            ajax was quick to bite back the reply that was about to be uttered from him as he was pulled even closer to yusef.  this really was starting to become too much for his heart-  oh god,  could yusef even feel how fast his heart was beating right now??  he hiped that wasn't the case and if it was,  prayed that the other wouldn't point it out on his behalf〝  you're making this sound competitive all of a sudden" he managed to finally comment back in what he hoped sounded like his usual playful tone
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“  i'm not dumb,  of course i know that you twerp—╴ ”   he answers back in whisper,  though in a form of a small yell.  somehow the traces left to his nape effectively making him settle down....  almost.⠀“  don't make fun of me.  i'll show you exactly how to do this.  ”⠀his other hand slid and rests upon the curve of ajax's spine,  the other still remaining on his hip.  somehow determined to prove him wrong,  he pulls the slighter male closer to him—gently swaying against him amidst the rhythm.
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⌣̩̩̩̥̩͜⟢ ꠦꫂꯥ⠀  ────   (  @capstained  )
            〝  you do know there's other forms of dancing right?  it isn't always rowdy and wild " he jokingly questioned in a hushed tone as his index digit lightly traced shapes along the nape of yusef's neck〝  or are you just saying that because you secretly have two left feet and can't dance properly? " he suddenly became hyper aware of the way the brunette's hands rested along his hips,  his mind running a million miles per second as he started to internally melt at the gentle gesture.  he really did seem to fold so fast when it came to yusef
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“  did you see what i did?  that shot was for you.  ” ⠀yusef seemed thrilled to see ajax come,  he'd honestly thought he wouldn't!  with a wipe of sweat done to his towel,  he exhaled deeply out of exhaustion. ⠀“  do you have water?  ”

neverdream

⌣̩̩̩̥̩͜⟢ ꠦꫂꯥ⠀  ────   (  @capstained  )
            〝  what's this?  does /the/ yuaine actually want praise from a simpleton like me? " he teasingly asked while approaching the brunette with a laugh and water bottle in hand.  the bottle was cool against yusef's skin as ajax pressed it against his cheek〝  i will admit though,  that was a pretty good shot "
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yusef couldn't comprehend,  what kind of practice ajax had urged to do.  he'd like to question about it,  yet the look on ajax's face was enough for him to seal his mouth.  it wasn't like him to be so..  keen about the sea.  he's known him for too long to know his fears,  and it didn't sit well with him even if it was a personal request.  

neverdream

⌣̩̩̩̥̩͜⟢ ꠦꫂꯥ⠀  ────   (  @capstained  )
            the look yusef gave him was alarming in the sense of how fast it made ajax drop his guard,  his mouth moving before he could think about doing so〝  it's... a really stupid reason why i don't like the ocean.  it's got nothing to do with you though-  i promise..  i just,  don't know how to explain it... " he eventually sighed out while rubbing at the nape of his neck.  feeling the scarring along the skin had him subconsciously frown,  the habit of wanting to scratch and scrub at it being tempting despite the bad memories it brought up
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that answer..  didn't seem so convincing.  yusef was sure of it,  there was something bothering ajax that's making him feel this way.  he wasn't usually despondent,  should he even press on further and ask?  ajax was purposely avoiding the question. ⠀ʿʿ  .. ajax,  why can't you tell me?  ʾʾ ⠀he asks another question,  this time it was gentler─leaning more onto his well-being rather than the information.
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⌣̩̩̩̥̩͜⟢ ꠦꫂꯥ⠀  ────   (  @capstained  )
            〝  i just thought it'd help me get over being afraid of the ocean better.  some good ol' fear exposure therapy you know? " the way ajax lightly bit at the inside of his cheek along with his avoidant gaze,  it was easy to tell he wasn't fully telling the truth.  it's as if he was withholding information from yusef,  which he never wanted to do.  but he just couldn't bring himself to say what truly was on his mind〝  man,  was the water always that cold?  i didn't even notice until now " he commented in an attempt to change the subject while burying closer against the other despite knowing that yusef most likely wouldn't let this topic go so easily
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ʿʿ  hey asshole.  this isn't funny why did you being me to crocodile creek!!  ʾʾ

neverdream

⌣̩̩̩̥̩͜⟢ ꠦꫂꯥ⠀  ────   (  @capstained  )
            ajax's expression softened into a light-hearted smile as he floated over to yusef before sitting on one of the tree's branches〝  you know i wouldn't actually do that,  right?  you wanna just stay in this tree and hang out like this instead? "
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ʿʿ  i don't want that either!  are you dumb?!  you took me here and now you're leaving?  ʾʾ ⠀yusef yelled out,  clearly not liking that option as well.
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neverdream

⌣̩̩̩̥̩͜⟢ ꠦꫂꯥ⠀  ────   (  @capstained  )
            〝  and you call me the crybaby..- " he commented with an unimpressed expression on his face as he watched the brunette cowering in the tree〝  i can just leave you here instead if that's what you want y'know?  "
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ʿʿ  can't duel with you today.  so,  go back home to your  ‘boyfriend’,  i've got other things to do.  ʾʾ 

neverdream

⌣̩̩̩̥̩͜⟢ ꠦꫂꯥ⠀  ────   (  @capstained  )
            〝  i've come to understand why.  you had your own reasons that i didn't want to come to terms to in the past " he said,  no longer floating and instead stood behind yusef,  his arms shifting to wrap loosely around the other's waist〝  and it's because i was scared that you did the same after we fought and you left.  i know i should've just reached out to you,  would've honestly made things easier if we tried talking..  but knowing us,  we're both too stubborn to go admitting things first "
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yusef snapped out of the negative trance after feeling the warm hands of ajax..  soothing over the skin.  golden eyes fixed upon the affectionate gesture.  it was comforting,  and rather peculiar. ⠀ʿʿ  you must be dissapointed.  ʾʾ ⠀added yusef. ⠀ʿʿ  i didn't turn out to be the lost boy you've hoped for.  ʾʾ  ⠀lines furrow,  he lifts his head and meets his nature hued orifices. ⠀ʿʿ  then,  why did you..  replace me?  ʾʾ
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⌣̩̩̩̥̩͜⟢ ꠦꫂꯥ⠀  ────   (  @capstained  )
            it was taken into account how tight yusef's grip on the rope was,  the sight making ajax's lips press into a thin line before nudging his own hands to hold onto the pirate's,  trying to silently convey to him to ease his hold before yusef hurt himself〝  you can change as much as you want,  but i'm still always gonna be here.  calling me stubborn for it won't push me away either " thumbs idly rubbed soothingly over the back of the other's palms 〝  partners until the end,  just like we promised remember? "
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