@AdrianaRoland I am really sorry to hear that. But, you don't know what all is going on in my life right now. One second you think you all have if figured out and something else comes along. And I never once remember saying "I promise to update soon".... And wattpad isn't my life it's something to release stress.
As far as writing, I have tried but everything I have written isn't what I want. I am not about to send some half decent work out. It is your choice to de-fan, so no hard feelings.
Also, I don't just write for my fans, but for myself as well.
I'll be honest, I would have rather you just de-fanned me and not said anything. I feel bad for letting you down, but it hurts to know that my story is not worth waiting for.