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Update: Finally got a PS4 for myself, started playing the dancing games-- collection came with Shinji+Akechi DLC for free--, got a job, and my mood swings initially were more geared towards a feeling of isolation until recently when it was just stress from work (and I cried at work a couple of times after closing), and honestly I'm starting to figure out my life and emotions. I'm not the happiest person, but I'm working toward bettering myself as a person and finding how I can begin to actually like myself.
          	I got into Hunter x Hunter at the beginning of December! I'm finally almost caught up on the anime, just 4 more episodes. (Killua is best boy)
          	I'm also getting more into cosplay stuff and talking with my best friend about doing a trip to Japan (which will be her first airplane experience).
          	I've been getting back into dancing as well as concept art for my rhythm boys. 
          	With that being said, if anyone cares about my life, I'm more active on Twitter: https://twitter.com/MusicaSpade
          	I'll get back into writing eventually, Uni's coming back up in a few days and I need to learn to balance school, work, and self-care before I work on writing.

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Update: Finally got a PS4 for myself, started playing the dancing games-- collection came with Shinji+Akechi DLC for free--, got a job, and my mood swings initially were more geared towards a feeling of isolation until recently when it was just stress from work (and I cried at work a couple of times after closing), and honestly I'm starting to figure out my life and emotions. I'm not the happiest person, but I'm working toward bettering myself as a person and finding how I can begin to actually like myself.
          I got into Hunter x Hunter at the beginning of December! I'm finally almost caught up on the anime, just 4 more episodes. (Killua is best boy)
          I'm also getting more into cosplay stuff and talking with my best friend about doing a trip to Japan (which will be her first airplane experience).
          I've been getting back into dancing as well as concept art for my rhythm boys. 
          With that being said, if anyone cares about my life, I'm more active on Twitter: https://twitter.com/MusicaSpade
          I'll get back into writing eventually, Uni's coming back up in a few days and I need to learn to balance school, work, and self-care before I work on writing.

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Persona Endless Night Collection on the PS4 has been preordered, I've been settling into my new apartment rather well, I got Pokemon Conquest because Hanbei is my world and if I don't get him in my party I'm going to lose all hope in life because he's best Sengoku Musou boy (sorry Masamune), and cosplay stuff's been going pretty well.
          Tomorrow I start classes, and the day after, I go to Denver for NDK.
          My roommates both have cats, and when my best friend moves in, we'll have 3 cats total.
          I'm excited to be far away from the toxic environment that was Mr. Dude's place, and I'm glad to finally be living on my own (as much as I don't actually want to adult).
          I feel better, but at the same time, my emotional drops have been increasing during the night, so I've started taking mood-enhancement pills to help me out. It's taking a bit to take effect, but I already haven't had as many breakdowns, so that should be a good sign.
          I'm going to take better care of myself, I promise.

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What happened in the past 8 months:
          -"Take your penguin drama back to your penguin mama", a constant thought in my mind
          -Beat Type-0 and cried a lot
          -Finally beat Persona Q after 84 years
          -Hopped onto the hype train for Persona Q 2 and the NA release of P3D and P5D and plan to place a preorder for the Persona: Endless Night Collection once I head back to Uni
          -Got together cosplay stuff for NDK, actually going to wear a wig this year!! (Will be Villain Deku, and then on Sunday, AKA the slow day, I'll just be casual possibly Dance AU Deku)
          -Insert lots of depression noises here
          -MORE HYPE, I WILL DANCE MY HEART AWAY AS AKECHI I AM NOT EVEN KIDDING, I WILL GIVE ATLUS MY LIVER IF I HAVE TO IN ORDER TO PAY FOR ALL THE DLC'S
          -Got into the RPG game Witch's Heart and joined a Discord for it
          -Cried bc my new phone doesn't have nearly enough storage space on it than my previous (Seriously, I went from 64 GB of storage space to 16 GB and it burns bc of all the JPN-only games I have that I can't simply delete bc temporary transfer codes exist and it SUCKS. If I could delete bloatware without worrying about screwing up my phone, I would)

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Heavily got into Boku no Hero Academia, oh no
          Also, I'm visiting home for my birthday weekend, and I got sick. I'm sniffling, my head hurts, my throat's sore, I'm coughing like a weak old dog, and I just want to hurl myself into the sun
          But on a more positive note, my sister knows how much I love Halloween Todoroki (I actually just love Todoroki in general), so for Inktober's eighth day, that's what she drew for me. Definitely going on my bulletin board when I get back to the dorms.
          Also, going to attempt to write more HQ!! stuff when I get the motivation to. Uni's a cruel mistress, guys.

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I'm in need of money for this upcoming NDK, so if anyone wants to help me out, don't hesitate to buy a commission from me! http://suucelestiadensen.deviantart.com/journal/Commissions-663280190
          I'm $350 from my goal, and since I'm moving out of town for college in less than a month, I don't have time to get a job.
          I've done numerous jobs for my mom after being told I'd be paid for those jobs, but I still haven't been paid.
          So please, if anyone is able to help me out, I'd highly appreciate getting some commissions! (Preferably from the art section since I don't have time for cover or AMV commissions right now)