ngh_i_am_gay

hey everyone i'm kind of not about to die now so when my schedule allows, ill be working on revising my account! please keep in mind, however, that some of the things i wrote were written during a time i was severely mentally ill, or things that i believed to be normal. thank you for your time :)

ngh_i_am_gay

hey everyone i'm kind of not about to die now so when my schedule allows, ill be working on revising my account! please keep in mind, however, that some of the things i wrote were written during a time i was severely mentally ill, or things that i believed to be normal. thank you for your time :)

ngh_i_am_gay

ya know what ive been thinking abt my last post and like im like- wait a second im having memories of my childhood that my ptsd brain had shut out and its wild im remembering and i am very uncomfortable because im having like a powerpoint presentation of why i thought that book was just a normal dude-bro kinda laugh laugh thing back then. if i cant salvage it then i will either a) use the title and completely re-write the rest or b) delete the book and conserve my dwindling energy. peace out *dabs*

ElentiyaRose28

@ngh_i_am_gay  Look I'm not gonna pretend like I know what's going on in your life but the fact that you even considered some internet strangers opinion without just completely dismissing says a lot about you. You're doing great.
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ngh_i_am_gay

me: *gets one comment on a book i made when i was way younger (the characters' ages) abt how theyre minors and shouldnt be kissing* 
          me: now the real question is should i delete all of my books and never write again? yes i am sensitive i hate myself and am probably going to revise that book now im older *double thumbs up*

ngh_i_am_gay

okay so ive got some stuff going on in my life (i didnt come out to my parents cuz they already p1ssed i was at the hospital) and i have like completely stopped using social media (omitting wattpad and pinterest lmao) and stopped reading fanfiction because it was #rottingmybrain lmao (ive been reading solely books from project gutenberg now lol) anyways i still have a lot of unfinished ffs that i WILL be posting once theyre finished, but if you like my writing, if you could check out some of my originals (not posted yet) it would really mean a lot to me. i want to do creative writing in uni, so feedback, even if its saying something like "i dont like this part- it doesnt fit with the characters" or anything, would be wonderful <3
          Thanks for sticking around,
          joe mama