nhixisland

Well, looks like I'm back. :)

EvilWitch333

Hwy! I just read your story 'my innocent mate' and its soooooooo good!! You are such an amazing writer! I can't wait to read more of your stories!! Plz update soon!!

EvilWitch333

@nhixisland omg! Plz don't say that! You need to step out of your comfort zone of you want to succeed and plz don't think what people are going to say. Bcz they are going to judge you in the highs and lows of your life. So plz don't let strangers who you never met and are never going meet stop you from what you love. And i am going to be here for you no matter what! So plz do what you love!!
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nhixisland

@butta997 thank you so much! I have so many other stories but I'm too self conscious to post them publicly 
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nhixisland

Dear him,										May 10, 2019
          	This is the first time I’ve truly felt like there’s a chance. There’s a chance that we could work out. There’s a chance that we could be more than friends. But then I think about the gap between us. There’s a pit that divides us. I can’t reach you.
          
          	I really like you. Of course, you’re not perfect, but you get me. Sometimes, you’re busy and I feel as if I’m a burden, but the warmness in my heart pushes that away.
          
          	I want more. I want more of what’s become us and just want to forget about the pit. Sometimes, I’d rather just jump in then wait for you to build a bridge. 
          
          	I don’t know how you feel about me. There are times when I think that bridge is going to be built, but there are other instances when you just wave hello from across the vast gap with an adorable smirk.
          
          	I wish you could tell me what you really think about me. No matter what, whether friend or something more, I will always be waiting on the other side of the pit for you.
          
          	This is the first time when I’m not thinking straight. I don’t have a chance with you. The pit is full of sharks and piranhas.

nhixisland

Long, smooth brunette hair
          Happy eyes that don't have dark circles underneath
          A smile that could make anyone happy
          A personality that is actually attractive
          People actually stop and stare instead of skimming through the classical book they have to read for class
          Everything I'm not.
          I wish I was pretty.

nhixisland

School just recently started for me, so I've been fairly busy. That means updates are going to be slow, however, I'm planning on releasing another story shortly! I hope you guys can wait just a little bit more for me :)

nhixisland

Sometimes I wonder what could've been. We could've been happily holding hands while hanging out with mutual friends. We could've sent each other anime memes and time would just pass by. He could've forced me to watch a horror movie and I would hide my face into his arms out of fear. I could've spent more time with him, get him meaningful gifts, done more than just like him. I didn't want to face heartbreak and endure agony, knowing the statistics. But... dreaming what could've been reality is the most agonizing out of all.