niallfan5

Excited I get to see my best friend on the weekend I haven't seen him in a year he's driving all the way to reno from California . 

19 more days until a year has passt since ur death geritas I don't want that day to come each day that goes by gets closer and closer until ur day and it's hard as the days goes by. 
          
           I hate u johnatan jaramillo with everything I got  u took him away from us his family i  hate u. I have never hated someone this bad. 

Well my dum ass decided to help a friend out and what do I get in return I get ignor that's what I get for helping . Know I'm freaking out idk.if he did something stupid Idk how I'm going to react if i loose him. Each day goes by ya i text and talk but I'm getting upset and upset as the days go buy. 

Life sucks when u have to lie to ur friends about having a better life but in reality u dont couse when  u tell ur friends about how u really live they feel pitty for u. My life is lie in reality i dont have what other people have. And I hate having Nightmares and waking up to know one by ur side to.hold u when u get them at night.

Hello guys I hope everyone is having a great summer.