niallsbabypenguin

As a matter of fact, I might go over to my desk and try and post more chapters of Forbidden Hidden Love because staring at screens seems to help with the dizziness and stuff. But I can't do that if I'm trying to get to sleep.

Just a not-so-random thought that I wanted to share with you guys at 4:35 in the morning (Wednesday) because I can't get to sleep at all. Which is more than mildly frustrating.
          
          All day Tuesday, I've been having to deal with double vision like I'm cross-eyed, but in reality, I'm not. And the feeling that I'm not walking in a straight line, but again in reality, I am walking in a straight.
          
          I sleep on the top bunk of a bunk bed and have already almost thrown myself over the edge onto the floor. Then my bed started rocking (or feeling like it was because I never know in this state) like a storm at sea.
          
          Then I got out of bed to use the bathroom and almost concussed myself three times. Twice in the bathroom, then again in the doorway of my room when I tripped over a box.
          
          My sleep-deprived brain found that funny for whatever reason, and I had a big fit of the giggles.
          
          I've been awake for well over 12 hours at this point. I want to sleep, but I am unable to because my brain is reminding me of my almost concussion situations and is thinking it's funny.
          
          Has this ever happened to you, and if so, suggestions are welcome.

Hey, guys! Just posted another chapter of Forbidden Hidden Love today! I told you I would try, and I did even though it was a few days later than I had planned to update. But I was house- and pet-sitting for my parents this weekend and bonding with a sibling that I don't usually bond with.
          
          Anyway, I hope you enjoy/enjoyed the update, and I hope to update again this week.

Hey, everyone! I'm REALLY sorry for the dead silence. I've been really busy the past month. I had an opportunity on Tuesday to update because it was my birthday, and I had the day off. But I got so distracted with other stuff that I wanted to do.
          
          Again, my deepest apologies. I will try and update Forbiddne Hidden Love a few times tonight after work! 

On January 1st of this year, I said I hoped it wouldn't go by as quickly as 2024. January is almost over, y'all.

Im not expecting anyone to read this. I just need to get this off my chest.
          
           I feel like sh*t. This has been a really rough day for me. I've been overstimulated ever since yesterday afternoon, and this morning, I was really dizzy when I got up, so I wasn't able to work very much today. And because I'm overstimulated, I've been kinda snippy today, too. I got angry at a sister, and when we talked about it tonight, the anger turned to overwhelming sadness, and I just broke down. I HATE when I cry. She forgave me, but the sadness just hasn't gone away. I haven't stopped crying. She asked if there was anything she could do to help me, but there isn't.

Happy New Year, everyone! Looking forward to seeing what this year has in store and hoping it doesn't blow by as quickly as last year did! 

The computer I originally wrote my Wattpad stories on lost its charging cord and died on me. So I got a new computer 1 or 2 years ago to continue writing. I did a keyboard slam once on it because I was stuck at a certain point. Since then that second computer has been giving me random keyboard slams. I recently got a new charging cord for my first computer and am back to using it for writing, keeping the second one as a backup. I am happy to say it feels nice to have my first computer back in the game and not have it giving me keyboard slams.

It has been roughly 1 year since I started Forbidden Hidden Love. I want to thank everyone who has voted, read, and commented on each chapter and let you know I appreciate every single one of you.

Are you still taking ideas for chapters