I'm not joking, I am 100% literally crying right now. I am one of the biggest Zerrie shippers ever and to know they aren't together anymore really hurts. It's not just some celebrity couple to me, I loved seeing them and the way they made each other happy and the love in their eyes and the love Perrie showed for Zayn and vise versa. It all hurts so much. Not even Zayn rejoining One Direction could make this Payne go away...I tried to lighten the mood a bit with the "Payne"...didn't help much...in devastated, I'm crying, I'm hurting, this hurts more than when I broke up with my boyfriend who I loved and hated to let go...this hurts more than Zayn leaving, this hurts more than stepping on a Lego barefoot. This just hurts. I might be being a little overdramatic right now but, I just have to get these feelings out there. I can't imagine what Zayn and Perrie are going through, I hope they stay strong, I hope everything works out for them, I still love them both so much. I hope they can remain friends, or at least work their way to that in the future. On the bright side, Jesy is getting married...I'm happy for her...but I'm still so heartbroken...