@niamh45621 , I feel you! I have to fly over states to visit my dads side of the family (there’s so many of them that it’s easy for me to go over instead of them coming to me) and it feels me with such anxiety bc I hate flying, plus all the packing and stress but I love them all so much and try to see them as often as possible… my mum’s side is a different story though, all live a few hours away but I don’t have a good relationship with them