nickaylatoday

Am alive.

daydreamingggg99

@nickaylatoday THAT'S AMAZING!!!❤️❤️❤️
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nickaylatoday

Hi guys. So...am still not okay. I have chronic depression. Can't sleep. Can't focus. Can't feel the rush. Can't feel joy. Nothing. Just an empty void inside me. I know I said I was going to try and write but... I just Can't. I'm taking a serious break. I'm not happy-dont know when I'll be again. Maybe never.
          
          You guys see me write and interact and stuff but you don't know half of what goes on inside my head. There's this emptiness inside me. You see the books and the updates and stuff...but u don't see the harships I face and am not begging to be seen or heard or feel sorry for, am just venting.
          
          So am taking a break. From everything. My book will stay up but...am leaving them for now. When am better I'll be back.  
          
          Love yall. Take care. 
          
          Ps: I'm not leaving forever.

daydreamingggg99

@nickaylatoday GIRL, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE REST AND HAVE A GOOD BREAK!!!! 
            I hope you will feel better very VERY soon!!! 
            WE LOVE YOUZZ
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LauraRose269

@nickaylatoday I'm so sorry to hear that. Girl do you, take your time, recharge, do what u gotta do... Mental health comes first!
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jenniferdare

It’s okay to take breaks. Take as long as you need and don’t feel guilty for it love. I still haven’t updated mine I gave so many things going on at once it has drained my mind. We love you and your writing & we will be here waiting on you!
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nickaylatoday

Apparently I've been diagnosed with chronic emotional depletion stress.
          Yep.
          Idk when I'll write again.

GreyyWhispersSup

@nickaylatoday omg
             Take care. Sending you lots of prayers
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jradakev

"Your health matters more than anything. Wishing you rest and healing.
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nickaylatoday

Please follow this person (I appreciate them so much)
          
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/user/pdubpaulyd?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_profile&wp_page=user_details&wp_uname=nickaylatoday

pdubpaulyd

Awww thank you so much  I appreciate it ❤️
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IMASIMPYALL

@nickaylatoday HUGGIESSSSS!!!!!!!!!!<3<3<3<3<3
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nickaylatoday

@IMASIMPYALL hugs n kisses  ❤️
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nickaylatoday

Chap 10 is up....to those who are still reading THANK YOU. 
          My mental health isn't so good right now. I'm trying to find back my spark which is taking a while. I appreciate all those who are still supporting n the supportive messages. I feel like that after the hurricane my body just went into a different mode. Usually when am depressed it goes away but not I feel so empty like nothing brings me joy anymore. But Ty to all.who decided to stay with me ESPECIALLY @watcherofash who has been here since day 1. Love yall ❤️ 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/406697093

pdubpaulyd

@nickaylatoday you’re welcome. that’s awesome. I know how much time and effort it takes to grow a business. Kudos to you. It will come back for sure ❤️
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nickaylatoday

@pdubpaulyd awww ty. I appreciate it. I'm working on my small business and trying to find back my spark.
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pdubpaulyd

I hope things get better. Maybe trying something new might bring some joy and inspiration. Like a pottery class or one of those smash rooms. But overall I do hope you feel better. Your book is great and I’m glad we all get to read your work.
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