Let me tell ya something.
I was in a really dark place, I still am, ever since I moved here and even looong before that. Just when it gets better, everything crumbles down. At one point even my biggest passion, which is music, wasn't able to help me. I even stopped playing the guitar, I haven't touched it in weeks.
And then I found The Walking Dead and I watched EVERY SINGLE EPISODE of EVERY SINGLE SEASON up until NOW in less than a MONTH. TWD helped me a lot, it did, especially Daryl/Norman, because we come from similar pasts and I believe that if he was able to pull through, then so can I. You can't even imagine the excitement I felt when I WAITED for 10B.
For lack of better words, I am disappointed. Genuinely disappointed. I'm still going to watch the show, because I have hope that it would get better, eventually. But for now, I'm just furious and I actually feel genuinely hurt.