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hi again guys gulp its been like 8 months again but i was just thinking about it, even though im not into the sturniolos anymore should i publish that chris scrap i was talking about? its lowkey fire and like even though i dont watch them anymore i could still finish it if you guys want Ok lmk thanks

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fuck guys when i stopped using wattpad i was in the middle of writing such a good fic i just went back and read it because i forgot what it was and i was like six out of twelve chapts in and it was amazing. it wouldve blown your guys’ socks off if you liked ‘ i need you ‘ and it was like 10x better than that fic. so sad that my hyperfixation ended so abruptly because this wouldve been FIRE. it was a chris enemies to lovers and it was like a friend trip to hawaii and its filled with drama and its a slow burn but i just wouldnt know where to start on resuming it and its outdated and obviously im just not interested in the sturniolos anymore UGHHHH curse my attention span

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um guys wadafrick i haven’t been on wattpad in like foreverrrr and i just came back and ‘ i need you ‘ has 9k reads ?? WHATTTT ily guys so much wtf also i hate to say but i’m not really that into the sturniolos anymore :( it was a good run but unfortunately the hyperfixation came to an end after like 2 years maybe it’ll come back someday though who knows. other news thoughhh, during my hiatus i got heavyyyy into kpop. groups like enhypen, stray kids, p1harmony, twice, aespa, red velvet, etc so maybe fics to come in the future if ur interested muahahaha i know theres gotta be some freaks out there somewhere that would be interested in a fic of their bias or something but anyways thank you sooo much for the love while i was gone !! lmk what u guys think of me making more fics n stuff

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cried earlier today bc i tried to make sugar cookies and i was gonna make homemade buttercream n shit and they melted in the oven. took me like an hour to make the batter just for it to melt im done baking bro

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havent worked on my newest fic in like two weeks or posted to my edit account bc ive just been stressed and upset and that whole situation made it even worse the publishing of my fic is prob gonna be delayed til like mid august or september bc a break + starting school again is prob gonna delay it a lot. sorry yall i just need like a month to cool off and ill get back to my writing grind after yfm

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also NOT dropping my edit acc bc some of my friends follow that account and i do not need them knowing i write fanfics LMAOA
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just found out that like two nights ago one of the closest friends ive ever had who i drifted away from talked shit abt me to her friend that had literally interacted with me ONCE. i didnt do shit to either of them and i dont even know why they talked abt me bc what?? since my other friend told me abt that i literally havent been able to stop thinking abt it. im just so pissed and confused what i did to deserve that

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i literally talk to that girl like once every 6 months and when we do talk we exchange like two sentences. since we drifted apart literally the only time she ever sees me is through mutual friends. there is not a single reason she would talk shit abt me yet she did?? and the friend who told me overheard what her and her friend were saying told me what they said and from what she told me they were literally REACHINGGG for things to talk abt. like the way i walk n some dumb shit like if u want an excuse to talk ab me just say that. and when we were friends i wouldnt dare to ever talk bad abt her yet she does it without hesitation??? and what makes it worse is she called me literally less than 24 hours after she talked shit ab me bc she was “bored” and acted like nothing happened. im so sick and tired of ppl talking ab me and being rude when literally the only thing i do is mind my own business. i wasnt aware of the one sided beef i thought i was completely cool w her even though we arent friends anymore?? idk im just fucking doneee
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