Nicole9981

This year I didn’t celebrate the 4th, for some reason your death hit me hard, your birthday was 2 days ago… brought back all the memories, No holiday feels like a holiday when you died. You’re deeply missed dad. It’s sad to see how much the family has changed, 15 hrs in one direction 4 in another, everyone’s parted ways, it’s like side against side. 
          Wish you were still here, everyone hold your parents tight, lost my dad yet somehow I’ve lost my mom mentally/emotionally. 
          Love always mars 

Happy new year y’all I hope it’s been a great start 

This is the 2nd Christmas without you, this year it’s so different there’s a pandemic going around still... still haven’t found the one.... still saddened by your death, I know I’m not the only one taking it badly so is your son, he won’t let us know but I know he’s struggling just by his grades and attitude now. Moms new boyfriend is super creepy and just an idiot I’m pretty sure he’s an alcoholic also, I wish things would go back to how they were two years ago... Christmas this year has no spirit it’s just sad or numb. Sometimes I wonder if I couldn’t held the family together I truly tried but it wasn’t possible not with how mom was acting it’s just not possible. 
          I miss you every day but the holidays make it ten times worse. 

These past two days have been so lonely 

This was the first 4th of July without you dad I hope you’re resting easy...you won’t be forgotten, things have gotten a lot worse now that you’re gone but it’ll get better soon

Wish I had more friends 

I Had go change my phone number and now I’m sad bc my friend don’t answer unknown numbers ugh 

It would be nice if I’d get a reply I miss the days we’d sit and talk for hours or text for hours but things came to an end and my anxiety spiked sorry

Damn I miss having someone to talk to everyday 

I do have other forms of social media message me to get them