nicole and julia

Mampir yuk ke cerita aku dijamin suka
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/272774965?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=muhnaalya&wp_originator=QGozU0CCbiS%2Fw9HkOFHe9x5swY%2FnuHG2UK4m8pgBEJoqlH3kF8LnsJ7BK8zoLLJTnQd60liUlVFC9%2Fo%2BPwoIbwZgsgijbAXwW3D3n0VcvJqktKTBo7SUahb78BdXYCm6

guys!!! who are all these people following me i'm so confused-

hello!!! im back!!! 
          i feel dead but also motivated so :DDD i also got a good grade and im really happy because i thought id fail but i didn't so iiiiihhhhh 
          sorry :)
          anyways im now working on two new stories, and im going to post the first chapter of one of them today?? like what???
          but yes. that is all. :)

in case anyone is still here, i just wanted to say that i'm sorry because all my stories are discontinued.
          i'm tired, i'm sick of everything, and it's just... too much.
          this state has left me unable to write any stories, but i am able to write really depressing songs, so that's the only thing keeping me going.
          yeah.
          sorry.

hELP
          i need a name for a young witch girl with silver hair. her cat's name is mexy if that helps lmao
          but PLEASE MY MIND IS GOING BLANK

i am so bored right now
          im supposed to be doing an essay for english but here I am
          
          on wattpad

"Anyone that says they aren’t afraid of death is as equivalent as saying that they don’t get afraid. Death is the ender of all, including fear." - @wjwallace22 
          
          I believe that it is the uncertainty of death that I do not like. It isn't death itself. The situation is a close proximity to this interesting bit of information: "We're not scared of the dark. We're scared of what's in it." 
          Humans like knowing stuff. We don't like things that we know nothing about. That is proven throughout our history, reaching as far as BBC, and it will not stop anywhere near. 
          When asked if we would prefer to go to the future or the past, it is quite interesting. The people that want to go the future say that they "want to see what it will all look like then". The people that want to go to the past on the other hand, they say "yes, but, you never know what's there. in the past, we know what happened."
          
          yeah, so i forgot the point of these arguments about mid-way, but let us ignore that.
          
          anyways. all this to say that im not scared of dying. im scared of what will happen after.

[EGO WARNING] if you suffer from an ego bigger than my a$s, i think you should consider skipping this. thanks.
          
          [DISCLAIMER] THIS IS N O T A PERSONAL ATTACK ON THE AUTHOR OF THE STORY,  i think they did a brilliant job and im sure they are an amazing and fascinating celestial being.
          
          so, in one marvel story that i just finished reading, there is this one little piece of dialogue that triggered me like not many things do (other than some other things but shush we don't talk about it). 
                                "everyone knows black widow is the coolest!"
                                      "you just think that because you're both GIRLS!"
          
          im sorry, what?
          FIRST OF ALL gender has nothing and absolutely n o t h i n g to do with anything. i love black widow because she's sassy, intelligent, multillangual, a trauma survivor, and an expert fighter.
          she's one of the best and well developped characters marvel has ever created. she is shown as a strong, powerful woman in avengers. she is shown as intelligent, cautious, and tallented in iron man two. and most important of all, she is shown as human in the newest black widow movie. she has problems, she has skelletons in the closet, she has family issues. she doesn't get along with everyone, and it takes a while for her to break through her trust issues. 
          natasha romanoff is a remarkable person, not only a remarkable woman. she's an intelligent and talented human, not only a talented human.
          she isn't good FOR A GIRL. she's. just. good.
                    "you fight like a girl."
                         *looks at natasha. "i wish."
          
          natasha romanoff is an incredible and powerful woman, and this is why her demise devastated me to the point of crying myself to sleep for a week.
          
                  if you stuck with me through this, i love you <3
              if not, well... i don't blame you honestly
          
                                            stay safe and slay!
                                                           <3 julia

i was having a mental breakdown, literally sobbing to sad songs, but then classic by mkto came on and i started signing and dancing with tears drying on my cheeks wtf is wrong with me and this entire generation
          
          but ngl the song slaps

goddamn it i wanna go to japan so bad