There is this girl that had been in my life for 14 years and I love her more than anything, she is everything i could ask for but i realized to late she was what i wanted more than anything and she is in a relationship. It kills me every day that I told her too late because she loved me once, and I feel like I'm only complicating her life because she doesn't know what she feels anymore. She admitted that she still thinks about me all the time but that she questions herself daily. I love her so much, she is my bestfriend and I feel like I'm getting torn to shreds in every way possible. I hate loving her, I hate feeling like my life isn't even worth it anymore with everything that had happened. I feel like I'm dragging her down, I feel alone...