(@nicromancy111) "an indecisive procrastinator" felt.
also, don't sweat it too much! it's okay to not be sure about what you want to write next, and you don't always need to put something out there when you don't feel like it. i understand wanting to post something good that you won't regret afterwards, but you don't always have to write stuff that you think everybody else might like. it's okay to take a step back, and leave a little more to breathe - and for stuff that you want to write! :)
i really hope this helps, and i'm sorry if i'm being patronizing, but i do understand how you feel. i hope you do great on your next writing project, and that you're doing just as fine right now!
also, the part you said about not being sure if you're still attracted to men, again, felt. it's like someone took a peak inside my mind when i read this LMAOO