nicromancy111
hello! i’ve been reading through some of my old work and there are fr so many promising ideas in there which i would love to explore sometime (i have absolutely no idea when) i’m sorry for being such an indecisive procrastinator lmao
i am however in a bit of a pickle — i have absolutely no idea if i’m still attracted to men tbh, something i’ve only recently picked up on (shout out to vi arcane) and lowkey writing smut of a man and a penis is making me want to claw my skin off. i understand it’s all creative expression, and i do still wish to write and entertain the masses, that may just be something i have to work out with time
writing has forever been my passion, i think i just become daunted by the many eyes tuning in, and the pressure of wanting to always put out something good without regretting it in the end. i do seriously want to continue writing, i promise you that much
you’re all the most loyal readers, kiss kiss
wonderblush
(@nicromancy111) "an indecisive procrastinator" felt. also, don't sweat it too much! it's okay to not be sure about what you want to write next, and you don't always need to put something out there when you don't feel like it. i understand wanting to post something good that you won't regret afterwards, but you don't always have to write stuff that you think everybody else might like. it's okay to take a step back, and leave a little more to breathe - and for stuff that you want to write! :) i really hope this helps, and i'm sorry if i'm being patronizing, but i do understand how you feel. i hope you do great on your next writing project, and that you're doing just as fine right now! also, the part you said about not being sure if you're still attracted to men, again, felt. it's like someone took a peak inside my mind when i read this LMAOO
