NightfuryCub

This past week has been so draining and I still have like 4 days until I've finished this thing. I've been going outside into boiling heat, surrounded by people who I'm convinced hated me since the start because I'm just so socially awkward and it's painful. Like, actually hurting my head cuz of the stress of this. 

Going out for a Cottagecore style picnic with some people I know in a few days.
          
          The pollen count will be enough to kill me twice because my hay-fever is so bad, and it will be 30°C heat and because I am British I am not built to function in that type of heat. 
          
          Wish me luck haha 

Yoooo working on an original story night as well update ya'll but idk if it'd work better as a story, comic or animated series.

Oh yeah I graduated high school like 2 weeks ago. Probably should've said that. 
          
          I'm working on my own original shit so hopefully something could maybe come of that but there's no promises cuz I'm a useless bitch haha.
          
          But yeah, no more year 11, coursework, gcse exams, ridiculous teachers or dumbass students. 

I deadass just had a whole conversation in my head with myself about different shades of red... The twist is that for some reason it was all in a Scottish accent.
          
          
          
          Im not Scottish. 

Ah y e s, nothing beats 2020 better than FLOODING YOUR FUCKING HOUSE! and getting your blankets, hoodies, and a lot of recent drawings wet because you put them on the floor before going to bed the night before and the water spread faster than yoy expected before you could do anything

I feel like my place in the world is to exaggerate height differences in my fic/fanart, and honestly I can't ask for anything more because I love it

Welcome to me crying while watching Captain America The Winter Soldier, despite watching it about 6 times during lockdown, this is the first time I've cried over it.... What is wrong with me recently??
          
          And what was the scene that made me cry? It was when Steve went  Smithsonian, and looked at the display about Bucky... Those damn words "Best Friends since childhood, Bucky Barnes and Steve Rogers were inseparable, on both schoolyard and battlefield. Barnes was the only howling commando to give his life in service of his country" and then seeing Bucky smiling on the video, just sent me into tears and I don't know why.
          
          I've been getting upset over simple things during the last 3-4 months, I'm so sensitive suddenly and I cry over the smallest things...

So... I'm just curious. How do you guys indicate that you want attention?
          
          For me, it's usually the middle of the night cuz that's when I'm awake, but I also have a natural high within certain hours. And that's when I want attention. So I will either send just a completely random statement to whoever I want attention from or ask a really weird question that I think of on the spot...
           
          ... 
          
          I've also done a random video which I sent to my groupchat about 10 minutes ago, with my toy bat which hangs from my bed just spinning round with kahoot music playing in the background.
          
          So yeah, how do you guys get attention when you want it??? 

THIS IS IMPORTANT - PLEASE READ THIS
          
          Okay, so I needed to make a questionnaire for my GCSE Media, and I need people to fill it out as honestly as possible, preferably people aged between 14 and 20. If you're not between these ages, please just lie and say you are within this age range on the form, nobody will know lol 
          
          Here's the link : 
          https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSdWl0obSrLtqPLNJ39gDhMgbyWHdEybCywpc2D1aEidA1ICsQ/viewform?usp=sf_link