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COBRA COMMANDER, YOU HAVE MY WHOLE HEART!!!!!
          	
          	so i started watching the original g. i. joe cartoon and you'll never guess who my favourite character is and who he's voiced by lmao

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NEW STORY!!!!!
          
          i have finally published something new, a slenderman x reader story!! granted, this oneshot is from a few years ago lol but a win's a win!!
          
          i've linked the author's note, the beginning of the story, below, and beyond is a brand new oneshot waiting for you!! 
          
          i hope you all enjoy!! ^-^
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1448831674?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=nightmare_carousel

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I LOST MY REFERENCE PAGE FOR 1930s SLANG!!!!!!

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@DisneyReferenceQueen i've got to look for a new one lol
            but i really liked that one, it was so easy to look through :')
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hello, everyone! for those of you that might be interested, i've written a more coherent life  update in my status book, which i'll link below! 
          
          it just explains a lot of the stuff i went through these past few years and why i've been so absent here. it was more information than i could ever fit on this message board lol
          
          much love to you all as always!❤️
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1608871562?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=nightmare_carousel

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okay, hello, i'm back
          
          so i had a huge spiralling mental breakdown, my fifth health scare with my heart, and have been just generally unwell in body and mind since my last post. but the good news is that the doctors finally put me on some medication for my heart and i feel so much better! i can actually get up and do things during the day instead of having to stay in bed or on the couch! 
          
          it has genuinely been life changing and it has lifted such a weight off of me. i still have mental health struggles because of the numerous illnesses lol but now i don't have the physical stuff weighing me down even more! 
          
          and i've decided i want to try to write again, like actually try, but i'm going to try and be a whole lot kinder to myself. my writing isn't going to be the same, how could it be when i'm not the same, but that's okay. i think my biggest problem was i had shackled myself with these astronomical expectations to make it like it was instead of focusing on how to make it now. i'm going to try to temper them and be gentle, because it's okay when things change, even though it can be hard. i'm going to make mistakes, my writing might be rougher than it used to be for a while, but that just means i've got to figure out what my writing style looks like now! 
          
          and i want to thank you all so much for all your support over the years. this community has meant the world to me, you guys are in my thoughts almost every day and i wouldn't be where i am today without you. so thank you and i hope that you'll all join me on this new journey of discovering what my writing style is now! 
          
          sending much love to you all and i hope to see you in the comments!^-^❤️
          
          P.S. apologies if this seems condensed or clipped, i had a longer message written out, but it exceeded the character limit so i had to shorten it :') 

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@DisneyReferenceQueen omg so sorry about getting banned for no reason, that sucks! glad to see you back!
            thank you! i'm so happy to be writing again! it's so much harder than it used to be, but i'm trying not to be so hard on myself and give myself plenty of patience! writing is like using a muscle and you need practice to keep it strong and i haven't been lol but i'm getting there!
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DisneyReferenceQueen

@nightmare_carousel  I MISSED YOU! Sorry this is a late response, when i first initially saw it wattpad had banned me (for some reason) and i couldn't reply, and im only seeing it again rn- Im so glad you're doing a little better! Good luck and im excited to see your writing again!
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Hey, if just finished reading the Control Edward nygma book. And I know that was 5 yrs ago, but you are amazing at writing , I love writing too. And u inspired me to keep going. PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ, I you can, and I know you really can, plz start writing again. You have a talent so plz dont let it go. I really wanted to tell u this because you actually are good at writing and I can tell u love writing. So I needed to let u know that your efforts are appreciated by many around the world. Plz dont give up on something that you are extremely good at and that you love so much, bc trust me you'll miss it, and regret stopping. 
          

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@City_CloWn sorry this is a late response, but i just wanted to say thank you so much for such a kind message!  i really appreciate it and i'm so happy to know that my work inspired someone!! thank you so much!!❤️
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* If you can......i wrote i you can ....srry...
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