// I feel like I'm just being a waste of your time because I feel like I'm not good enough for you. I feel sad that your not here with me or I'm not there with you. I honestly love you and you never left my heart. I just really really really miss you so much that I stay up all night waiting for a response from you. I'm currently sick with a headache and stomach ache because I haven't slept well. I hope you don't forget me your beautiful fiancée. I love you so much Lillie damn it your my everything and I don't want to lose you. Your the light to my darkness. I hope to hear from you soon. I fucking love you. ♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️