nikamuhlsgf1

@nikamuhlsgf1 hey, look in the mirror (not the physical one, like the one that reflects every single part of you) if you don't see the sweetest, funniest, smartest, gifted, tested, beaten down, confused, phoenixesque  individual that always finds a way to keep rising - then you need metaphorical glasses because what's reflected back is totally worthy of self love. seriously please, see past the flaws, through the darkness, grab a strong hold of your pup and look into their eyes and see who they see, who they love unconditionally. anyway, the point is take however long as it takes to get yourself right, never get lost in the tunnel of any dark moment (which is such a small timeframe in a lifetime) and never ever give up on yourself because you are so worth it <33
            
            if you ever decide to come back to these guys, or maybe to eden and nika  and fill in  those big time jumps or write some brand new nika centric book you know i'll read it in a heart beat and comment way to much....but if you don't that's okay too because you're focused on other important stuff, like survival, school  your career, dating, finding your person..all those things that make up a life. you will always be my favorite writer, i mean seriously i lost my wattpad virginity to you ( and it was all positive <3), but as much as i loved every word you've written my most joy will be in knowing that you are working towards and eventually will be happy in your life (ofc, there will always be highs and lows, but always finding your way back to happiness) - you deserve nothing less. and you too, don't be a stranger :)

wishing you all the best! <33

@amooreandmuhlsgirl same goes to you<3 i’m always here if you need to talk:)

@nikamuhlsgf1 <33

@nikamuhlsgf1 i still cringe at even the idea of  'final chapter'

@nikamuhlsgf1 okay... only because i really like you and know you love them  i'll trust you would never hurt them :)

@nikahusky if i could put an emoji just know it’d be the smirking one ;)

@nikahusky oh i have absolutely no clue, i just saw on tiktok that smut was banned??

@Exotic_Bubbles RIGHT 

@nikamuhlsgf1  i was surprised when one writer posted they are leaving the platform and going to ao3 due to the threat  of future censorship. so i read that little thing you chick about the rules (that pops up at the top left of my screen) and unless there is something more severe only sent to writers, i though it implied that outright pornographic writing, like without a literary context - just for and only for the purpose of arousal is unallowed and will be banned. as i read through it, i thought that erotic scenes, sexual portrayals etc., all within the context of the story was fine if the chapter (and/or work) is self rated as mature. anyway that's how i interpreted it :)

@nikamuhlsgf1 <33

@amooreandmuhlsgirl i missed you too<33 i can’t believe i last posted IN JUNE

@nikamuhlsgf1 YAYY I TRIED NOT TO PUSH BUT I REALLY MISSED YOU

the only thing better would be if nika was playing and they'd be guarding each other - that's a 2027 thing though

i did see it!!
            
            my friend works at the pdx airport and sent me pictures
            
            i’m going to the portland vs washington game in a couple weeks and im so excited!!!
            
            if nika’s there, both her and georgia (the loml) will be in the same building ^u^ 
            

hey, i guess it can only get better then </3  - i'm really  hoping it turns around like soon because you totally deserve to be happy, please love yourself and know that   tomorrow or one of the tomorrows soon after is going to be way brighter - you still have a lot of being 23 to go and that so much beyond that, and yk, you're kinda a special human  :)  writing will happen when you're ready and you know i miss them, but you wearing a smile and waking up to happy thoughts is way more important to me :)

@nikahusky 23 has sucked lol
            
            no motivation to write but i will soon hopefully 

god, really happy to hear from you and that you're good, i'm fine. i honestly have been worried because it's been awhile since you've posted. i checked a few days ago to see if you replied and then again today and saw you had. i really hope 23 is treating you right <3

@nikamuhlsgf1 im soo late i didnt think you replied- anyways, im good and I HOPE UR OK

currently losing my mind. how are youuuu

@nikamuhlsgf1  I think Ik which one, because same here Twin :)

@nikamuhlsgf1 unless i inexplicably don't  know you at all, i am sure i know which one it isn't :)

@nikamuhlsgf1 wait i think i know