niki_my_beloved

tell me why i havent opened this app in over 6 months and i had 453 notifications.. im scared

niki_my_beloved

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holy fuck, i forgot about this app. so much has gone on since september. ok, so i wanna say: FUCK WILBUR SOOT YOU STUPID FUCKING CUNT!!! Shelby Shubble, I love you so much. Always support victims. I don't know what to say other than Wilbur Soot is a narcissistic, manipulative, selfish, abusive, arrogant fuck

niki_my_beloved

guys im gonna be completely honest. i moved over to tumblr and ima be honest, best decision ever. the writing is so much better over there (sorry to wattpad writers, love yall <3) so im not gonna be on here as much anymore, MAYBE every couple months but idk.

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i hate more than anything having tears in my eyes in front of my family but i cant cry. but what makes it worse rn is that my brother has his girlfriend over (first time meeting her and im in pjs with tears in my eyes) and i cant cry because it will be so fucking embarrassing

niki_my_beloved

YALL!! IM TALKING TO THIS GIRL RIGHT, WHICH IS ALREADY EXCITING IN ITSELF, BUT LAST NIGHT SHE TOLD ME SHE LIKED MEEEE!!! (omg gay) AND SHES SO PRETTY, SHES SO NICE, AND SHE ISNT LIKE ‘oh send nudes’ LIKE EVERY SINGLE GUY THAT IVE TALKED TOO! WOOOOOO

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my mum just yelled at me because i told her i dont talk/ask questions at work. i just asked her a question (a reasonable one mind you) and then she goes ‘do you ask stupid questions like this at work?’ so i said ‘no i dont talk to anyone, and i dont need to ask questions’ (i mean everyone knows im new and i have no idea what im doing so they always help me) then she has a fucking go at me being like ‘you should just quit then’ ‘i didnt fucking raise you to be like this’ ‘what the fuck is wrong with you’. like im sorry, i dont like talking to people i dont know. i feel embarrassed to ask anyone anything at work so i just stand awkwardly in the corner.
          honestly why cant i ever be good enough for her, nothing i ever do is good enough